[F]inding My Kink

*** Marks where the fun starts. Personally I think you need the whole story to get it and it isn’t long before the sexy stuff, but to each their own.

A little background about me: I am a mid-20s bisexual female. My current GF(Also a mid 20s bisexual female) was only the second person I had ever been with when we started sleeping together. I wasn’t a saint by any means and liked to try new things with my previous (M) partner, but I still wasn’t very experienced. At the time of this story my GF and I had been together for less than a year, we’ll call her Jane.

Jane and I would have sex pretty much nonstop when we started dating. Being with a female there was never any real stopping point for sex so we could fuck for literally hours at a time, but those stories are for another time. Jane has always been more social than I have and I am typically content to stay home while she goes out with friends.(Being stereotypical “lesbians “ I moved into her place within a couple months of our first kiss). This particular night she was out with her soccer friends and came home absolutely hammered and immediately started kissing on me, even though I was half asleep. I eventually woke up, but tried to slow her down to sober her up by asking about her night. She told me about the team drama and blah blah blah, then suddenly bursts into tears.and blurted “I have to tell you something.”

“What’s wrong baby girl?”

“I.. .I don’t want to hurt you, but…” Jane managed to get out between sobs

“It’s okay baby, just tell me” I said, my heart was pounding and I was so nervous that someone hurt her or she was going to break up with me. A hundred different scenarios were running through my head and it felt like she was taking hours to answer.

“Well, you know I was drinking and stuff and I just. I … Well I didn’t.. But y’know Adam, right? Well, he uhhh, he pinned me down and he kissed me. He knows I am with you so I don’t know why he did, but he kissed me and I didn’t kiss back and I just needed you to know that.”

Hesitantly I asked, “He kissed you? Did you like it?” My heart was still pounding and
I was so confused. Was she breaking up with me for Adam?

Jane started to full on sob and exclaimed “NO! no, I didn’t. I was just lying on the floor and he pinned me down and kissed me and kind of dry humped me a bit? I don’t know, but I didn’t want to hurt you so I didn’t kiss him back”

Relieved, I started giggling. Only tipsy Jane would think this was something super serious.

“Baby, I’m not angry, please stop crying.” I kiss her gently and can taste her tears, so I wipe them away. “That doesn’t make me love you any less and I am not hurt at all.”

*** At this point she started really kissing me, tongues meeting, hands wandering, deep passionate kissing me. She still tasted like liquor, but was starting to sober up. She continued kissing me and climbed on top of me, taking off her shirt.

“Well, it seems you came back to me nice and horny at least. I guess that kiss from Adam did turn you on.” She starts sucking on my nipples and I continue, moaning a little and starting to drip “you must have liked being pinned down. How bad did he want you baby?”

“He tried to kiss me multiple times and kept grinding on me,” Jane managed to get out between licks of my hard nipples.

“Oh, he wanted you bad, but you were so good for me. You really behaved yourself.”
I flipped us over so I was on top and took her pants off. I kiss along the top of her underwear and listen to her moans. “You’re always so good to me,” I whisper while I take her panties off and immediately saw how soaked she is. I didn’t waste any time and immediately opened her slit with my eager tongue, licking up and down, sucking up all her wetness and tasting her juices. I settled in on her clit with my tongue and focused on a finding a good rhythm while she used both her hands to grasp my hair and pull me closer to her pussy until I was suffocating in it. She let out a moan and ground her pussy into my face as she came all over it.

There was no chance to clean her up, she pulled my hair so I had to go up to kiss her. She licked her own cum off my face while my hands found her soaked pussy and I gently entered her with two fingers. Her mouth moved to my chest and her hands moved to my underwear and slipped beneath the band. I tried to squirm away so I could focus on bringing her to orgasm, but her fingers had already found their way inside of me. Moaning, I sped up my rhythm because I knew I was not going to last long.

“I.. I.. I’m, ohhhh, baby,” I screamed, but I couldn’t finish the sentence. I felt myself gush around her fingers, but she didn’t stop and I squirted, all of my cum dripping down her arm onto her slim torso. That pushed her over the edge(me squirting always does) and she came all over my hand as she slipped her fingers covered in my cum into my mouth so I can taste myself.

She laid back and started to get comfortable, but I whispered “I’m not done with you yet” as I started kissing her thighs. “But I want you to tell me about Adam and how wet he made you.”

“There’s nothing more to tell,” She moaned as I got closer to her clit. “He wanted me, but I only want you.”

My hand moved up to throat and I choked her, while I said between licks “I. Don’t. Fucking. Believe. You.” I paused a moment and looked up and said “tell me how bad you wanted his cock,” before I resumed eating her out.

“I didn’t” she started to say before I choked her harder. I sat up and put my face equal with hers.

“I know you did so stop fucking lying.”

She whimpered as I choked her harder and kissed my way back to her pussy. Once there, I teased her, making her gasp, but never letting my tongue touch her clit.

“If you want to cum you better tell me the truth.”

“Fuck, okay, baby. I wanted his cock, but I didn’t want to cheat on you.” I started to suck on her clit gently while she continued “When he was grinding on me I could feel his cock start to get hard.”

Something about knowing his cock got hard for her drove me crazy and I picked up my pace, flicking her clit with my tongue while my hands played with her hard nipples and she could no longer speak. She came all over my face again, but I didn’t stop. I kept licking her while I slipped two fingers in and she immediately came again. I moved my face away and fucked her dripping cunt hard while I kissed my way up to her perfect little tits. I sucked on her nipples, listening to her moan, thinking about Adam’s cock growing hard for her. Her pussy is so tight that sometimes I feel like two fingers is too much, but thinking about her being slut made me want to treat her like one. A third finger entered her and she gasped. Three strokes later she was cumming all over my hand. I gently fingered her until her gasps started to slow and I removed my hand and licked it clean while she watched.

Exhausted, I laid down next her and gave her a kiss. Once we caught our breath she started to try to explain “I really didn’t…”

“Shut up. Do you know how fucking sexy you are? Who the fuck wouldn’t want you?”

She smiled and immediately fell asleep(as usual) while I lay awake thinking about her kissing someone else, trying to sort out my feelings.

Was I jealous? A little, but mostly that someone wanted her that bad and didn’t want me.

Was I angry? Not at all, she did nothing wrong.

Was I turned on? Abso-fucking-lutely, but why? Was it knowing someone else wanted her? Was it because there was a dick involved and it had been a year since I had taken one? Did I just want to see her get fucked? Did I just want to get fucked?

At the time I wasn’t sure, but that night sparked an interest in both of us and we both decided to explore sex with others, but again, more stories for another time. I don’t know if I will ever be as turned on as I was knowing that she didn’t think she was allowed to be with someone else, but her really wanting to be.

I still don’t know the exact kink. I like adding a guy in with her, I like watching her take cock while I sit back and do nothing, I like hearing about her getting fucked, but I also like to tell her about me getting fucked as well. Whatever it is, I am glad tipsy Jane admitted me that she wanted dick.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/gwwnxd/finding_my_kink