Update 2 – Does she want me or is it all my imagination M19 F32 (No, I did not have sex with her)
So, if anyone’s still interested in giving some opinions… Please do
So last Sunday, my mom had left the house around 6 am … And it was only the two of us in the house for an entire day.
I had been awake since 2 am because of all the excitement thinking that this might be the day I FINALLY GET TO LIVE MY BIGGEST FANTASY OF MY LIFE.
In the past couple of days I had been very bold with her. I would touch her, or hold her any time I wanted. I would play with her, flirt with her, compare her with my GF and tell her how much better looking she was.
So after being awake for almost the entire night.. I kind of drifted off to sleep and woke up around 9am…
By the time I had woken up, she had been busy with household work, (while she was wearing this blue sleepwear kind of thing which was one my favourite), she greeted me with the biggest smile. But didn’t hug me or kiss me or show any kind of physical contact or anything. I wanted to go hug her but felt it would be little bit too much and
I think doing all those chores must have made her little bit tired.
I just sat around in hall on the couch and just admired her beauty and sexiness while she was working. Her jiggling boobs, her yummy ass and that blue dress she was wearing. Goddddd…. She was looking like an angel (she had woken up looking like that, imagine how hot she looks when she makes an effort. Definitely for me every thing about her gives me butterflies.
Obviously all this made me more horny and gave me boner (which I didn’t try to hide). She then forced me to take a bath, I was like what’s the point of getting a shower on a Sunday, she then started acting like my mother and I just agreed.
Whenever, she would find me coming out of bathroom after taking a shower.. In a towel.. It had kind of become our ritual for her to try to play with me by pulling my towel and for me to get away with it. I would always get embarrassed by it and also very horny, but I had never let her succeed. But today was different, today I had everything in my favour and I was definitely going to fuck her. So when I got out.. I waited for her to play with me but she didn’t do anything (she was just sitting on the sofa bit tired)
So I went around the house for a hour in just a towel, hoping she would do something.
She then said aye (her pet name for me) who are you trying to show off your body to.. Wear some clothes.. I said I won’t..I am feeling sweaty, I am comfortable this way..don’t try to make me wear more clothes(something like that) …. She then came chasing me… Trying to pull my towel… And this time, slowly
I let her succeed, the towel dropped and I was fully naked. But I don’t think she realised the situation or that was her intention she started tickling me so I continued playing with her.. Naked. With a boner…. and I was pressing my dick towards her… But there wasn’t any new reaction from her.
I think this was the biggest sexual development with her for me….
Then the pressure cooker whistled and she went to the kitchen to turn it off and telling me to wear some clothes… I planned on staying that way (I was full on horny) but still I was little bit scared… My heart was beating so fast thinking what I should do.
But I choose wear my shorts and nothing else. I tore a condom and kept it in my pocket.
I had changed the location of the condom that I had hid in room hoping that she would find it… (I had kept it in drawer of the dressing table)
We ate the breakfast together… She took a nap on the couch.. There was no place there….
I was getting really paraniod because nothing big was happening between us.
Even on a normal day I would get more action from her but today it was even less.
Everyday she would dress up and put make up and get a shower but today she did none of that… Guess she was not in the mood.. Today for all that…
But even then she looked sooooo gooood.
She got up late in the afternoon and took a shower and while she was putiing on make up and other. stuff… She found my condom but she didn’t give any reaction..
In order to get a reaction… I ran to her and took it from her and said… It was for my girlfriend implying I was sexually active…
But she was like it’s not right for you to have such things in house and be careful… She didn’t seem to care much… So the entire day I kept pressing my boner to her, she was the usual flirty, snuggly, lovely women to me.
I was kissing her too much to an extent she indirectly said me to stop… So I stopped…
By night…. I got really antsy, I really wanted something to happen but nothing was happening… I even said how horny I was because of the lockdown and all and if she can help me sneak In my GF…. Which I think brought in the desiness in her.. So she started saying things like… You are too young for this… Don’t talk like that
I should not have given you soo much freedom with me and all… (at that moment I started to think whether I had made a huge mistake about this situation)…
But I kind of felt like she was jealous or something I really don’t know… I expected her to be angry seeing her reaction
But when the time came to go to sleep… She pulled towards and hugged tightly and said things like you have such a good body, you smell so nice… I wish I could have you by my side all the time… I love you soooo much…
I literally have no idea on how to take things forward… Wish I had the courage to do something…
I definitely feel there’s something between us… But everytime I take a step further
.. She takes a step back… And when I stop doing anything… She takes a two steps forward…
Yesterday… I asked her to take selfie of us while we were sleeping and she said.. Asked why…
I said I wanted to make my GF jealous and she was like will she get jealous of me…
So I was like… If you were my GF… No one would believe me and I would not leave her alone even for one second… She got really red and embarrassed…
She then said that she was already like my GF because she’s with me all the time… For which I replied no you’re more like a wife… To which she didn’t say anything and just drifted off to sleep…
Any suggestions on how I could propose to her that I want to have sex with her… Anything is welcome
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/gwl5ao/update_2_does_she_want_me_or_is_it_all_my