Just a little context,so a few months back my (M27) friend (F25) and I, hung out at her place and drank. We had never hung out before but she just moved back to town and I hit up on instagram and after a brief back and forth she invited me over. The night was fun and i was not expecting it turn the way it did.
We got drunk, she suggested playing a game, so we played “never have i ever,” which was just her way to ask me my sexual past. I had to admit to her then I had no sexual experience before. So that game ended quickly. She at some point is laying down with her head on my lap looking up at me. We’re talking about how i was still a virgin; she thought I was actually lying and it was just some “move.” I was honest and told her no. I remember stroking her head and asking if I could kiss her. She smiles and says yes, so I leaned down and kissed her! Not really making out with tongue or anything.
Some time after that I suggested Truth or Dare. That’s when things starting amping up. Started off with a few truths, like how many people she’s fucked, how many girls/guys/threesomes/porn we watch, etc. I dared her to let me touch her boobs. She dares me to tell her to do whatever i wanted, so i told her take her top off. After another round she dares me suck her on her tits since I had never done so before. We gradually dare each other to take our clothes off to our underwear. I dare her to make out with me with tongue, I’ll never forget that feeling. The game ends because she wants to put on some porn, so here we are laying nearly naked on the couch watching porn. At some point i start touching her, groping her tits and kissing her.
She hesitates because she’s worried about going further with me because she would be my first doing any of this stuff with; and not someone i was in a relationship with. At this point I did not care.
So she then instructs me on what to do to make her feel good. Telling me to kiss her all over, not just on her mouth or tits. I go up and down her body kissing, stroking, licking her. I distinctly remember kissing her and she grabbing the back of my head to hold me tighter while kissing her.
I bring my hand down to her pussy, first over her underwear, rubbing it up and down. She stops me, takes off her underwear and grabs my hand. She guides my hand inside her, showing me how to pleasure her. I finger her, kiss her, grope her until she finishes.
At this point we’ve been up literally all night, it’s probably 7am ish so after a little talking she falls asleep and so do I.
We didn’t do anything like that again, I asked why and she had her reasons. But she told me she was fine with me groping her if I wanted. Also said she would give me a lap dance and maybe try and get a threesome going one day, but I’m still not sure how serious she was about those two things lol .
So we kept hanging out, sometimes for a just a few hours, sometimes all night. I remember the first night not knowing if she was serious about me being able to grope her or not, so after hours of hanging out I just asked “hey, can I touch your boobs?” She laughed, asked why I waited so long and that yes, I could. Said she appreciated I asked.
At this point, I started to assume i could just go for it whenever. So I did. We’d be hanging on the couch and I would sit next to her, start rubbing her thigh up and down. Then I would just start grabbing her boobs, over the shirt at first. I asked her if I could go under her shirt and she nodded.
If I was groping her, she would be nice enough to take her bra off; not sure if that was for my benefit or hers, maybe both. I would grope her boobs, play with her nipples, grab her butt, rub my hand on her crotch (over her pants); just a lot of 2nd base level stuff. Even though it was a step down from stuff we’ve done, I was honestly really content with the arrangement. Having an incredibly attractive girl way out of my league letting me do a lot of stuff whenever I wanted was new and exciting.
Now she’s been out of state for the last couple months. She’s not sure when she’s coming back or if she even is. Now I do miss hanging out with her because were actually good friends. But, man do I miss just having a girl that was happy with me being able to touch and play with her like that, was always an exciting feeling.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/gjgmw9/mf_my_first_time_with_a_girl
Take your newly earned experiences and find a girl for you. Don’t worry about the other girl, there’s nothing you can do. Be confident, because most girls are not like this one, and definitely not as open about porn, etc.