This was about 2 years ago while I was still with my current girlfriend. I’ve always been somewhat bisexual in a way but I’ve only given a guy a blowjob once and I stopped because I didn’t know how I felt about it. (Another story)..
Anyways back to my story, I had just started dating my current girlfriend for maybe a couple of weeks but I still was so curious about a guy so I had grindr (a gay dating app) on my phone. I never met up with anyone on there because most of them are just creepy, but I saw one of my friends on there. I start a chat with him talking about just what all we’re interested in and looking for. The whole time I don’t have a profile picture or anything on my profile so he doesn’t know it’s me. Eventually he sends me a dick pic and it just looked so perfect. It was thick but not too thick and a solid 9 inches. Tbh my mouth was already watering. He wanted a picture of my ass too, so I just took a basic picture. He sent me the address but again I got cold feet and just deleted the app. ( I know I’m an asshole).
Fast forward about 30 to 45 minutes it’s probably about 1:30 or 2 am and I Snapchat him (still doesn’t know it was me on Grindr) and i just ask him what he was up to. He told me about how he was about to meet up with a guy but got ghosted. I felt kinda bad but I just pretty much told him that sucked. Now me and him have somewhat of a history. He always tried to get me to come over and give me head and let me fuck him but I don’t know what it is about me I just don’t know how I feel about fucking another guy or letting him give me head I really just want to do the work and get fucked. Anyways, he then tried once again into talking me into coming over to his house to have some fun. And I thought about it and told him that I was down. I also told him that we had to have some ground rules being I wanted to suck his dick and I wanted to be fucked. And I was also weird about seeing him so I said I just wanted to walk in with his pants off and the lights off and drop to my knees. He agreed to a blowjob but said he didn’t think I could handle fucking so I agreed.
He sends the address and I pull up across the street. Keep in mind I’m deadly nervous being I knew I was going to get fucked for the first time, but I was also very turned on. I texted him and said I was there and he told me to come in the door was unlocked, lights off. Then he send me a dick pic again and my heart was pounding. All I wanted to do was get it in my mouth. So I told myself to just go in and not think about it, so I did.
I walk into the house and it’s extremely dark obviously lol and I go to his room witch is dark but I can still see and I see a silhouette of his body with this huge dick attached to it. I tell myself again to not think and just go for it. I walk up to him, drop to my knees and hold his dick right in front of my face. It was so fucking huge and thick. It smelled so good too like a type of musk. I slowly start stroking it and decided to give him head. I slowly start with the tip and get as much of I I can in my mouth/ throat. I probably had a good 6 or 7 inches in. I continue to give him the sloppiest/ wettest blowjob I can imagine. I’m loving every second of this. It starts making me unbelievably turned on and I had the desire to just be pounded. I just felt an inner slut release. I look him in the eyes and say the sluttiest thing I could think of and told him to fuck me.
He agrees and I get onto his bed, bending over. I had my ass in the air and I felt so amazing. I already had a condom on me just in case so I gave it to him but when he went to put it on it broke so we just used one of his. He tried to put it in but I was way too tight and he was way too big so he asks if we could use lotion. I said sure. He begins to lube my ass with lotion and then continues to Trying to get it in. I start the tip begin to stretch me. It was the best feeling ever. I remember starting to push back slowly and before you know it he had at least half in. He then started slowly fucking me. As I start to get used to the size he literally starts fucking pounding me and I forgot all memory of my girlfriend and just felt fucking amazing.
He started grabbing me by the waist and continued to fuck me from behind. At that point I was his bitch. At that point he reached under me and started jacking me off while fucking me and I couldn’t control myself so I just came all over his bed. I was just leaking. Getting fucked and cumming at the same time is the best feeling I have ever felt before.
After he continued for a little longer and it started to hurt to we stop and I just start giving him head again. He never finished and I felt bad and upset because I really wanted him to cum on my face. But he told me he usually can’t cum for about 45 minutes and can’t cum from head. we only had sex for about 15 minutes. He said it was okay tho and we’ll just fuck again another time. I left shortly after saying I had to go to work.
I since then blocked him and haven’t talked to him since because I felt bad and my girlfriend (which she still has no clue) I crave it more and more over the past couple months
Since then a couple moths ago I gave head to a trans but that’s it and that’s for another story.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/g6ihem/when_i_cheated_on_my_gf_with_a_gay_friend_mm_long
I think you should work out a plan on how to include your girlfriend in this. Does she know you’re bisexual? Would she be open to experimenting with you? Is gay sex a turn on for her?
you need to accept this part of your…you are Bi sexual. stop ghosting and blocking people…it sounds like what i did when i was still in denial. i would chat up guys get excited then back out because i felt shame or that it was wrong….once you get over it and accept it…..also just stop being an ass :P