What to do when a fantasy becomes a nightmare [MFM]

I’m a blk male and I caught my white girlfriend in bed with a white male who’s penis was huge like really big , I never seen a dick that big in person and to be honest I never heard my girlfriend scream in ecstasy like she did and it was kind of a turn to watch. So I watched them for almost 20 minutes before saying something to let them know I was there and when they finally seen me I told them to not stop that this was better than porn lol. Ofc she didn’t want to continue and apologized again and again saying how sorry she was. Me, knowing I don’t have a big dick (kind of below average tbh) and not what u could call a BBC more like an abc or sbc was amazed that a huge cock could make a woman (my gf) scream and moan the way she did. I told her the truth, that I was devastated at first but after finding out that how much joy it brought her I made an agreement with her, that I would let her continue to fuck him and his huge dick as long as I could be in the room and watch. She was against it at first I assume she thought I was kidding around but once I let her know how serious I was and admitted how turned on it made me she agreed. We have been doing this for 3 months now and I loved every minute of it watching his huge white cock stretch her out and hearing her scream out as he reached spots my sbc couldn’t, but she told me the other day that she think she might be in love with him. Now I’m hurting and wondering if this is my fault for allowing it or is it just my penis size. I can remember her telling me the first time we had sex that she thought black guys had big dicks I laughed it off and said nope just a myth lol not thinking that it would turn it to this. My question is does size really matter? And could you love a man who doesn’t sexually satisfy you but would let you have sex with someone who does as long as he could be present? And where did the BBC myth come from? Because after seeing that huge white dick I know for a fact all black guys don’t have a bigger dick than white guys.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/g3ltwy/what_to_do_when_a_fantasy_becomes_a_nightmare_mfm

4 comments

  1. Fuck man that fucken rought . Tell you what that white dude is one in a million, cause any white dude with a big dick is in porn or fucking more woman than just your girl .she dumb as man and shell come crawl back to you ,when she realizes how good you really are a.

  2. I couldn’t date a woman who was in love with someone else. I enjoy sharing, as long as it’s casual. The big dick myth came (unsurprisingly) out of racism during the 18th century. The African folks were said to be base and savage people, completely given over to their animal nature. If you want to, you should look up Sarah Baartman. Really sad shit.

  3. Damn my guy that sucks. But you gotta talk to her and figure out if that’s what she wants. If she does don’t let the door hit her ass on the way out. You can get yourself another girlfriend but wasting time on her when she couldn’t be faithful with you in the first place is the first point here. I think you should cut your losses and break up with her. It doesn’t matter how much time or money you have spent in the relationship. If she wanted to be with you she would have communicated with you about how she wasn’t satisfied in bed. She wanted to cheat because she thought she could get away with it and then you let her get away with it. There’s not really a relationship to salvage if she said that she thinks she loves him. Just my two cents on it.

    Also I’ve gone through this before except the whole knowing about it. My ex-wife did this and after I found out she said she loved him. So I left, easier for me when the guy she was cheating on me with was my roommate/what I thought was my best friend. I’m in a way better place now and working towards a career that I can be proud of and have a fiance and her kids call me dad. My ex-wife is pretty miserable and has no way out of her situation because the guy is she with won’t let her out of the house or even have any friends. She doesn’t even have contact with her parents anymore.

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