If anyone has read my other posts, I have treacher colin’s syndrome which has doomed me to a life of rejection. I made a few posts about my previous rejections and denials. It’s not so much the rejections but seeing the woman who rejected me playing with another guy. It used to hurt me, but it became a fetish.
The past year I been trying to find a woman who enjoys denying me and would tease me, make me jealous with other men. Even offering money, I had some success. I had one chick agree to pick me up from work, go out for coffee and then we’d go to another guys house who I previously found on a dating app who agreed to this. Then we went to his place and she made out with him and they fucked right infront of me. Was hott but not mind blowing, I think cause I didnt get to build a bond with her and was just too fast.
A few months ago I met a very attractive Indian woman who wasn’t even into this fetish. She told me she primarily liked white guys. I have a huge thing for ethnic/Indian women so I was really excited about the thought of seeing her with other men but she wasn’t into that.
She found what I was looking for sad, She actually told me she wanted to give me a chance with dating her so I been really nice and taking her out to dinner two – three times a week for three weeks. During which I developed feelings for her, she was so attractive, energetic, flamboyant, cute and just everything. She was only 22. I kept asking if she liked me after every date and she said “I might, I need more time so far I like you” so I began to think I actually had a chance with this woman. I only looked forward to seeing her again. She even held my arm on one date!
On about the 8th time I took her out I noticed she was being a little rude. She then told me she was back on the dating app and kept showing me pictures of other guys.
I text her later after I went home about it and of course as I suspected she told me she is unable to feel attraction towards me. So she went back on dating app, she did say “I’m sorry”
But I continued being friends and she would tell me all about her dates. She knew I liked hearing about it.
I took her out to buy her some sexy clothes (G strings, thongs, lululemons, low cut shirt) for a date with this hot guy she was very excited about seeing. She told me they kissed after the date, leading to a quick madeout session.
They started banging after the second date, I loved knowing someone else gets to enjoy her beautiful body, her warmth and love. Last time I got to see her before she went to see him and she looked so hot I was so fucking jealous for him. Just hugging her I feel so amazing, I cant imagine how having sex with her would feel, it’s far beyond my comprehension and imagination.
We continued being friends for a couple months she met up with him every weekend, sometimes twice a week always having sex.
If anyone watches “creamybrowngirl” on pornhub. Her body looks nearly identical (well I never seen her body but she looks same weight and exact same dark skintone)
Actually the girl had longer hair, all the way down to her ass so in my opinion she looks even more attractive then the girl on PH.
I love watching them cause I imagine that’s her and him fucking. Indian girl and a white guy. Very lucky he gets to experience that.
It especially turns me on knowing they’re not even dating just “friends” like she was with me, only he gets to experience and enjoy her beautiful lucious body, her warmth and intamacy. Yet I don’t cause I’m ugly as fuck.
It drives me absolutely nuts but it’s an incredible rush to jerk to that. Anyway she recently told me she wanted to end the friendship. Very sad about it, but it was expected… but I’ll jerk to thinking about her and this guy for a very long time… even if they end it cause just knowing they already banged dozens of times drives me nuts… feel free to ask questions.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/g0222j/my_m_life_as_a_30_year_old_virgin_met_a_hot_f_who