When I was 18[F] and pregnant I let an older man fill me

To start, I’m not a slut or anything at all! I was told to post here. The guy who got me pregnant is now my husband (I’m 22 now) and the 41 year old was the 2nd guy I ever let have sex with me. The 41 yr old worked for my daddy since I was five or six years old. He always treated me really sweetly just like my daddy did. When I turned 17 he asked me out. I wasn’t attracted to him at all but he was so sweet and I felt safe with him. I knew he’d never see me naked or anything.

When I went to college I met my baby’s daddy. I was a virgin and felt funny about that being in college and everything. I was dating the 41 yr old and him. The 1st or second time I had sex with him I got pregnant. When I went to tell the 41 yr old that I had to stop seeing him because I was pregnant, he was SO sad. He asked if he could have sex with me and I felt so terrible I said yes. I didn’t like getting filled by him, but it made me so happy to see how excited he was after I made him so sad. It happened again when I was 4 months pregnant, then more and he offered to help me at home. I did tell my hubby a few months ago and he was really upset. So was I. I literally couldn’t stop crying. We’re doing much better now. I can talk more in DM’s but please be sweet and baby me. It’s scary to talk about and I respond best to being babied :)

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ffzcxi/when_i_was_18f_and_pregnant_i_let_an_older_man