My first affair.[Affair] [Cheating] [Nonfiction]

I am (F33) married to my husband (M33) for 15 years, we have a beautiful daughter of 12 years.

My job requires that I travel a lot, about 1 year ago I traveled for work and stayed a week away, a new branch would open and I should do the training of employees, on the last day (Saturday) the company gave a party at the hotel in celebration, I started drinking (not much) and a guy sat next to me, he didn’t work for the company so I assumed he was a hotel guest, it all started with a normal conversation, without flirting and nor ulterior motives (mine at least), but things were increasing, he started to speak in a way that made me feel desired and I don’t deny that I loved it, after a while he asked me to go to the hotel bar ( we were at the restaurant) and I accepted.
Arriving at the bar there was almost no one, we sat down and ordered drinks, the conversation slowly warmed up as if he knew what he wanted but he also didn’t want to scare me, started with “you are beautiful” then with “your body is beautiful “, with each word of him I was more comfortable, I knew it was wrong but every time a boundare was reached I created another one to feel less guilty, and everything that went through my head was” this is all innocent “, but I was feeling so good, I was wanted by him and I knew it, so I started to tease him, I was wearing a skirt and top so I started to bend down just so he could look at my breasts and when I sat down, I pulled my skirt a little so he could see my panties, he saw that I was teasing him so the flirtations increased in tone, he started calling me hot and I started to flirt back, I was all wet, until that he asked me to show my breasts, then So I lowered one side of my top and showed him my nipple, and that’s when he started to be bold and asked me to lift up my skirt, I did it and he realized that my panties were wet, he asked me if I was horny and said yes and I asked him to sit next to me.

He sat touching me, he lowered my top and started to massage my nipple, then he lowered his hand and went to my panties and it was at that moment that I knew what would happen but all I thought was “if nobody finds out nobody gets hurt “and I gave myself completely, he massaged my panties and then he stuck his hand inside touching my vagina, the second man to touch her in 18 years (my husband was the first), the sensation it was very different, neither good nor bad, different, he was there with two fingers inside my vagina and kissing the back of my neck until he whispered something in my ear “let’s go to my room”, at that moment I shivered, no because I would go to the room with him but because he was telling me to go to his room, at that moment he took control completely and I gave myself to him.

we got in the elevator and wow how long it took him to get to his floor, when he opened the door to his room and i entered he already came behind me kissing me and told me to be on all fours, i stayed in position, he lift my skirt and I heard the zipper opening and his pants falling on the floor, he put one hand on my ass and with the other he pulled my panties down, at that moment I was shaking and my heart was racing because that was the moment of no return, a married woman with a daughter, on all fours with her panties down with a stranger in his room, the feeling is inexplicable.

Then he penetrated me (the second man in my life to penetrate me), the sex started but he couldn’t take it much and came inside (2 min max), I went to clean up and went back and lay in bed with him, we talked and he was ready for one more, he asked me to do oral sex on him and i did and soon after we left for sex, this time he held out a lot, various positions, when he said he would come again i didn’t want him to come inside again and didn’t know what to do so I asked him to come in my mouth, he accepted and I gave him a blowjob until he came in my mouth, I had never tasted sperm in my life and it was then that he asked me to swallow it, I thought it was strange but I did it, I cleaned up and we went to sleep, the other day we said goodbye, we didn’t ask for names, we didn’t exchange contacts, we just followed life as if nothing had happened.

feel guilty? no. My husband and I are incredible, I really love him the only problem is that he considers himself asexual, the last time I had sex with my husband was on the day he got me pregnant. we have a kind of agreement it’s basically an open virtual relationship where i could sexting, exchange photos and cam but only with women (i’m bi) and it helped for a while but i also need men in my sexuality, i don’t want a complete affair, my god i don’t want an affair, i just want from time to time a night of wild sex with a stranger. I am not going to divorce him because everything else in the relationship is excellent and that is why I will never tell him that I do this (yes, that was the first but after that i never stopped.).

Aren’t you afraid of being discovered? no, in my city there are almost 12 million people, I never change names, contacts, and I don’t even have the same person twice.

Aren’t you afraid of STDs? yes, but i take care (now).

it’s weird but since i started doing this i became a better wife, who would have guessed.

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