I have a lot of trouble asking for what I want. I know exactly what it is I want for him to do. I can picture it so clearly, and can already feel in anticipation how lovely he will make me feel, knowing he always earns an A+.
I suppose because he is a fucking fantastic lover, I don’t really need to ask. But still…
Sometimes I am in the mood for him to hold my arms behind my back, firmly, so that I understand he is communicating (without words) that tonight I am his, and will be taking whatever he wants.
I think about leaning down while riding him and whispering in ear that I want him to beg me to not stop fucking him until he comes. He is always so kind to let me come as often as I want, I want him to demand, and hold me to it, that I can’t come until he does.
Then there are times that I want to look him in the eyes and tell him silently and powerfully how much I love him. How I love when our bodies become intertwined and sweaty and we are so close I can barely tell where my body ends and his begins. That I am both physically and emotionally overwhelmed and I never want him to leave my pussy and want it deeper, deeper.
And while he seems to almost always know what I want without my asking. I want him to encourage me to ask. I want him to let me know that when I ask for something, it turns him on – and he shows me he means it by fucking me even better.
The reality of the situation is that while I may have trouble asking in person for what I want, I’ve found another way to ask. All I have to do is write about it here, and I know a day from now, maybe a week from now, he will check my profile and see exactly what I’m asking for and give me exactly that.
ETA: I actually appreciate all the concerned private messages about me not being able to ask for what I want! Redditors really can be some of the best <3
No need to worry though, I don’t *always* have a problem asking for, and getting exactly what I want. Just sometimes and I will keep practicing until it comes completely natural.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/f1lxny/i_have_a_hard_time_asking_for_what_i_want