My (f)irst time having sex with (m)y boyfriend while high

I’ve been reading and getting off to this sub for a while, but this is my first time posting! My boyfriend (let’s call him Eli) actually introduced me to this sub. He and I have been together for just over a year now, and are still exploring what we like sexually. We both love it when the other dominates us, but we don’t always have the chance to do everything we’d like. We live about two hours from each other by train, and see each other once a week on average. Most times when we have sex, it’s quietly while the rest of his family is asleep, or in the back of one of our cars at a park at night. Rarely, we get one of our houses to ourselves, and we get the opportunity to be as loud and profane as we want. This was one of those times.

I’m 18, have dirty blonde hair and am pretty petite (5’1″) with 34DD breasts. Eli is 19 years old, around 5’9”, has curly brown hair that he keeps short, and is athletic, but not too muscular. He also has a very impressive sized dick.

His mom and sister had just left, and his dad was at work. We were excited about the prospect of being home alone, cooking naked, and just getting to do whatever we want. I haven’t smoked too much before, only a handful of times with Eli. So he helped me out and before I got high, he asked me if I would want to do anything sexually while high. I said maybe, as I didn’t know how I would feel.

Well the high kicked in, and I had the insane urge to eat something sweet. His mom is very healthy, so they didn’t have much, but Eli found me some chocolate covered almonds. We listened to some music, had some strange conversations, and I was feeling really snuggly so I asked, “Can we snuggle?” He smiled and said, “I thought you would never ask.” So we climbed into his bed, and then as an afterthought asked “Would you mind changing?” He had clean sheets on his bed, and I had been on the train wearing my clothes the day earlier, so I quickly changed into a pair of flowery pajama pants and a T-shirt that I leave at his house. When I turned back, I could see the lust in his eyes from watching me change, but he shook it off and said, “Sorry if it’s hard to snuggle with my hard on…” I giggled and cuddled up right next to him. I always love feeling him next to me. There’s just something about being held by him that makes me feel so safe. However, I couldn’t get the idea of his cock out of my mind.

I spent a few minutes laying there, just contemplating. I didn’t really feel horny myself, but I knew Eli was and I just had the urge to pleasure him. I wanted to watch him moan as I took his cock into my mouth. I wanted to dominate him, the way he likes. But I wasn’t really in the mood to receive pleasure.

I expressed this to Eli, as I reached my hand down his pants. I told him how all I wanted was to make him cum. I wanted to ride him and watch him underneath me, but I didn’t want to come.
“No,” Eli protested. “This should be all about you…” We had fucked while he was high before, but never while I was, and he wanted to give the best experience to me. Of course, it was difficult to say that as I was massaging his cock and playing with his balls.

“But I don’t want to cum,” I explained. “I’m just not in the mood. I just really want to play with you and your dick.” As I said this, I was face-to-face (or maybe I should say head-to-head) with his dick. I examined it in a way that I couldn’t while sober. I ran my fingers along it, not really thinking about what would feel good to him, but just doing what I wanted with his cock. I gave it a few experimental licks, some short and sweet, some long, from the balls to the tip of the head. Eli was holding back moans, still telling me how making me cum was his primary objective, but I ignored him. It was amazing to be able to explore him while in this crazy state of mind. Feeling a surge of confidence, I began to just say whatever was going through my mind.

“I love your cock.” I said, before taking it into my mouth. “I love making you feel like this. I love having the power to make you moan and squirm. Having you totally succumb to my touch.” Though I knew I must be driving him crazy, I wasn’t quite looking at Eli’s reactions at this point, still focusing on his dick. I alternated between taking his cock deep into my mouth and peppering him with light kisses from his thighs to his balls to the tip of the head.

I loved teasing him like this, but I wanted more. I wanted to watch him underneath me as I fucked him. I wanted to see what I could do to him. I made sure that he knew that I might not cum. Eli loves to make me cum as much as he loves cumming himself, but he agreed. I’m on birth control, so he started to lube his dick up, but I stopped him.

“No. I want you to use a condom.”

“Why?” He asked, not disagreeing, just curious as I was on birth control and was making it clear that this orgasm would be for him, and we usually just used condoms so that he would last longer for me.

“Because I want this to last as long as possible. I want to watch you underneath me as I fuck you. I want you to feel the most pleasure possible before reaching orgasm.” I knew that this would turn him on, because he had expressed wanting me to use him before. I wanted to give him that pleasure. I wanted him to feel like I was using him, fucking him how I wanted to.

Eli had a look on his face that I interpreted as, “Holy fuck this is amazing.” He kissed me and quickly grabbed a condom. I lowered myself onto him, loving the “Ohhhh fuck!” that escaped his mouth as he felt himself entering me. It felt good on my end, but all I wanted was to see what I could do to him.

“Mhmm, Eli, I love feeling you inside of me. I love having the ability to make you feel like this.” As I fucked him, he tried to bring his fingers down to my clit, but I pinned his hands down. “No. It’s all about you, remember?” Though that I had gotten some of my juices on my fingers, and I put them in his mouth. “Can you taste my juices? Does it taste good?”

Eli nodded enthusiastically. He was still holding back moans, as we were used to being quiet. I ached to hear the noises he makes, so I tried to turn him on even more.

“I love this so much, Eli. I love being able to fuck you however I want. Being able to use you, to make you moan. Why won’t you moan for me? Why are you holding back?”

Eli’s eyes lit up. “I forgot, we don’t have to be quiet. No one is home.”

“Don’t hold back then!” I said, and he began to quickly thrust into me, fulfilling himself going at the pace he desired. I pinned his waist down to the bed and said firmly, “I. Meant. With. Your. Moans.”

“I’m riding you. I’m fucking you. That means that we go at my pace.” As I said this I was slowly grinding on his dick, moving myself up and down, very slowly.

“If I want to go slow, we will go unbearably slow… and if I want to go fast…” I suddenly began bouncing on top of his dick, feeling my body move up and down quickly, feeling him deep inside of me. I switched between the two paces, going so slow that he couldn’t take it, and giving him what he wanted by going quickly.

I hadn’t felt turned on much until this point, mostly focusing on him, but his moans just made me melt.

“Oh my gosh, Eli…” I exclaimed. “Your moans, the sounds you make, you turn me on so much.”

Seeing that I was finally turned on, Eli asked, “Do you want me to make you cum?”

I was enthusiastic. “Yes! I think I can cum if you fuck me from behind.” He pulled me off of his cock.

“Turn around.” He told me, and I did. He got behind me, and began to thrust his dick into me in doggy style.

“Oh my gosh, Eli.” I felt so much pleasure, I was lost in it. I couldn’t think about anything other than his cock ramming into me from behind, when suddenly I felt the sharp sting of his hand on my ass. He had spanked me.

“Slap me again!” I begged. Only the night before had he tried to slap my ass while we were fucking, but the noise was too loud. He spanked me as we fucked. I was in ecstasy. I had just gone from dominating Eli and giving him exactly what he wanted, to him tirelessly thrusting himself into me from behind, spanking me and holding me by my hips, moving me back and forth onto his cock, using me until his orgasm.

“I’m going to cum!” Eli screamed.

“Cum inside me, oh please cum inside me.” I moaned, my face against a pillow.

We came together, and afterwards, we lay together, laughing about how that was the roughest sex either of us had ever had, and smiling, knowing that this would set a precedent for our future sessions.

Edit: Added our ages :)

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/53epar/my_first_time_having_sex_with_my_boyfriend_while

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