This happened two days ago, and I’m still glowing and beaming like an idiot haha.
First, a little bit of background. If you want to skip to the sexy part, I’ve highlighted it below.
I’m a trans girl in my mid-twenties (don’t come at me with weird comments or messages about that, please). I’ve been on hrt for just under 9 months. A lot of people speculated or teased be for being gay before I transitioned, because I’ve always been slim and on the shorter size (5’7″), although the truth is I was 95% into women, and maybe 5% into twinkier guys, and I had only dated women.
My reasons for transition had nothing to do with sex or dating, so when my libido completely died after starting hormones, I wasn’t unhappy. It gave me more time to focus on work and transition. Plus, I felt really awkward about where I was physically, so I don’t know that I would have been in a position to date or hookup.
Fast forward to around three months on hrt, and suddenly my sex drive came back, although in a very different way than before. I found myself experiencing these very physical sensations (feeling warm and almost muscle contractions in my stomach) when I would interact with some guys. It took me a few weeks to realize that I was starting to become attracted to them. This was initially really awkward, but I started to adjust, and figure out how best to relieve the tension with my new body. I explored different types of erotica and porn, and tried dating a couple of women, to see how that would work, and it just didn’t do anything for me, so I gave up. I had a few interactions with men on dating apps, and one in person that was very unpleasant and negative and I stopped trying to date after that. But the whole experience gave me a clearer sense of who I was attracted to, and who I wasn’t.
About a month ago, I reached a point in my transition where I felt comfortable exploring the possibility of a date or hookup with a guy. Or to be more honest, I was so eager to explore my new desires that my arousal over-ruled my anxiety. I got Tinder again, and added some slightly sexy photos (nothing too crazy, but a photo in short shorts, and a photo revealing a little budding cleavage), and used it for a few weeks. I was very open on it about the fact that I was trans. I had been growing out my hair for about year, and was getting more comfortable with makeup, so I think I looked okay. I had a few initially promising interactions, but nothing panned out (my account did get suspended a couple of times, which was fun). Finally, about a week ago, I matched with this guy, “Daniel.” He looked cute in his photos, and he has been in the same frat that my brother was in (different school). For some reason, I found that weirdly hot. We had a pretty normal, non-alarming, flirtatious interaction. I brought up the fact that I was 8 months into my transition, and he said it was fine, and that he thought I was cute. We made plans to meet for coffee.
I wasn’t sure what to wear, so I wore jeans, with a tight black top. He showed up wearing a t-shirt and basketball shorts. I would usually be annoyed that he had apparently put in such little effort, but he was even cuter in person, and it felt more like a power play (“I don’t need to put in effort because I know I’m attractive”). I found it kindof hot.
To be honest, our coffee date was really awkward. I was super nervous, and he was cuter than I had expected, which only made it worse. I’ve been training my voice, but I *hate* speaking to strangers, especially when I’m nervous to make a good impression, so tried not to talk too much, while not seeming weird or self-conscious, which was…not effective. I was worried that the other people in the cafe were watching and judging me…it was just awkward.
We chatted about our interests, and after about thirty minutes, we said goodbye, and he gave me a hug and I left, kicking myself.
To my surprise, he texted me to thank me, and hoped that we could do something again. We eventually made plans to watch TV at his apartment. He started getting bolder, and told me that he found me very attractive, and had wanted to kiss me on our date. I admitted that I was very attracted to him. I said something about “getting a taste” (in an innocent context) and he responded with “maybe you can also get a taste of me.” Things escalated from there, and we kindof understood that I was going to suck him off. Sucking a guy off has lately become a big fantasy for me, as I feel very uncomfortable with anything involving my genitals, and playing with my ass also causes dysphoria. So I was getting really turned on by this discussion.
*Here’s where the sexy times start*
The day of our date, my heart was racing. I wore short shorts, with a tight blue and black striped t-shirt. I felt at the same time incredibly nervous, and very sexy. I texted my friends that I’d be visiting Daniel, and told him that, too. Finally, I headed over to his apartment. He had said that his roommate would be in, but he had his own bedroom, which wasn’t adjacent to his roommate’s so we’d have some privacy. His roommate was in the kitchen, and I smiled and murmured hello as Ben led me to his bedroom.
The minute we walked in, he closed the door, pressed his body against mine, and kissed me. He was a great kisser, and I felt him lifting me a little bit as I wrapped my arms around his back.
I don’t know how long this went on for, but eventually his hands slipped down and started going under my shirt, caressing my stomach. He pulled away from my lips and started kissing my neck. It felt like an eternity as his hands slowly moved up and I think I was moaning loudly, but it feels like a dream now. Finally, he slipped his fingers under my bra and caressed my nipples, which were rock hard. I groaned with frustration and started bucking my body against his. My hand reached down and felt his cock through his shorts. I was so horny I felt like my whole body was coursing with energy. He pulled off my shirt, and kissed my mouth again while he unhooked my bra.
He took off his shirt, and I traced my finger down his chest and abs. He took my hand and led me to his bed. He sat down at the end of it, and started unbuckling his belt.
I got on my knees, and watched him strip for me. His dick was average length, but very thick and beautifully-shaped. My heart was pounding so fast I thought I might have a heart attack or something, but I didn’t care. I started teasing him and kissing his thighs, and then his shaft and the head. Finally, I started putting the whole head in my mouth, and slowly sliding down. My fingers pressed against the underside of his cock, and I could hear him grown with pleasure. I kept doing this, pressing against his underside while I slide my mouth up and down his cock. His moaning sounds were so fucking affirming. I felt so completely alive and sexual and powerful. His hands were on my head, rubbing my hair, and I was sucking him so hungrily. Finally, I sensed him tensing. He told me he was going to cum, and I nodded. He kept repeating it, increasingly urgently, and finally I felt his cock swell inside me, and felt my mouth fill with a warm bitterness. I started swallowing, and he collapsed on the bed.
I got up, shaking, and lay down next to him. He put his hands around me, and held me. I kissed his collarbone and neck, and I called him a prince or something. He kissed my forehead, and we stayed like that for a while. I felt so many emotions — joy, excitement, nervousness, horniness, doubt, attraction, confidence. Finally, he suggested we actually get around to watching tv. He put his underwear back on, and we watched Shark Tank, while cuddling a little more. He asked me if I wanted to be sucked off, too, and I told him I didn’t, but offered to suck him off again. He said he was probably done, but that he’d take me up on it again. We kissed a little more, and I went home after the episode was finished
I don’t want to overthink anything, but it was an amazing experience, and I’m really happy it happened, and I thought I’d share it.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/evtmw3/tm_i_sucked_off_a_guy_for_the_first_time
Very hot!!