I’ve never posted anything like this before – especially not on reddit. I was debating with myself whether I should. But honestly, I’m blown away (no pun intended) by what happened and feel the need to share this. It’s 100% true and not a single part of this is false – so this isn’t some weird fantasy I’ve had, it just kinda happened.
I met a woman 5+ years older than me on a dating site. It turns out she’s a widow – as of her early 30’s. She hasn’t slept with anyone in 5+ years since her late husband passed (found that out later on). But essentially, I told her we’ll take things extremely slow. Following a very long term relationship that broke up, I wasn’t fully over it mentally and that I always find a strong relationship happens when you don’t rush things.
Anyway, this is where the story heats up. Date #4, I go to her place. She lives alone, and still has pics of her late husband around the house. I felt weird, almost a bit like I was stealing another man’s woman. Which I’m not, and would never do. But I felt slightly upset and uncomfortable. But we ended up cuddling on the sofa and having a few drinks. She confessed to me she hadn’t had sex with anyone since he passed, but she had kissed 1-2 guys in those 5+ years.
So, let’s call her “Anne” for the sake of this story. Anne looked at me and kissed me. Not just a normal kiss, but deep. Tongues were wrestling and I couldn’t help it, but I ended up touching her boobs. She didn’t stop me. And we were clearly both getting turned on, so I continued. I slid my hand inside her top and felt her nipples – they were both extremely hard. I then began to kiss her neck and she was practically moaning at this point.
I took off her trousers only to discover she was hiding the most petite, lady-like body underneath. Now I’ll be honest, I’m a 5/10 guy – very average indeed in the looks department. But she had no fat on her, just a slim, healthy body and an amazing pair of legs. I couldn’t help myself. I began rubbing her pussy and then went down and began licking her. By this point, we were both panting and moaning together.
We headed upstairs and she remembered she hadn’t locked the door, so she left the room for a few minutes. During this time, I opened her drawer to see whether there was a charger (my phone was on 2% battery) as I could see some kind of phone cable hanging out of the drawer. Inside the drawer was 3 vibrators – one of them is called a “wand” – it’s a fucking huge crazy vibrator thing. I’ve heard of it but never seen it before. Lube, sex books e.g karma sutra etc.
She came back and I confessed what I’d just saw. She told me to use the wand on her. I did. Imagine a 20 inch toy that vibrates like crazy. I’m using that on her. She’s moaning very loudly at this point and her body is tightening up. I put a condom on and grab her tight, small, petite body and slide inside and begin giving her a very hard, rough fuck. She’s now screaming – not just moaning, but screaming in pleasure.
I probably made her cum 2-3 times before I decided I couldn’t cum. I think maybe the thought of her late husband’s pics being in the house turned me off. I didn’t admit this to her. But she wasn’t going to stop me from finishing. She began stroking my cock up and down until I begged her to sit on my cock. I kinda forgot that by this point, I’d taken the condom off. She took a little bit of convincing, but she slowly lowered herself onto my cock and within 10 seconds, I thrown her off me and shot out what must have been around 10 cumshots (seriously) all over my stomach and her hands.
Anyway, we’ve had sex since then and the very latest is that she messages me most nights now saying how incredible it is, and that she was never like this in her past relationships and that I’ve unlocked her “filthy side”. So much so, she wants to go to Amsterdam in the new year and watch a sex show with me, before we go back to the hotel and fuck the night away.
Maybe I’m a big pussy or something, but I feel guilt because her husband passed and that I’m fucking his woman. She’s amazing at sex and we’re essentially “together” at this point, but it all feels crazy that we said we’d go slow, and I wasn’t even rushing for sex, and suddenly she’s making me shoot cum like there’s no tomorrow.
Any thoughts? I’m new to this sub, so please do be respectful to her/the situation.
Thanks
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/eead97/i_m_fucked_a_widow_f
You are a lucky guy !
More stories of this very real situation would bee appreciated.
Do you believe in an afterlife from which her husband might be watching? Do you think he’s jealous or possessive? Or would he want her to move on and be happy?
It sounds to me like she’s having a great time, and you could be too, if you could get past the guilt.
Why did you make it a point to give her a fake name and then never use it?
Congrats to you both, man! Life keeps moving & she was ready to move on, with you.
Take it and be grateful, because it’s awesome.
There are sex shows in Amsterdam? May I ask whereabout?
It’s sad that dude died when he had a wife that is a freak.
It’s weird to think what my wife would be like if she lost a husband before me…
she’d probably blow me more as fucked up as that sounds.
Don’t ever look back! Look forward and you’ll find yourself “looking forward” to the sex show and everything else! For whatever reason she couldn’t reach that next level of evolution of her sexual nature til you met her. So enjoy the fact you’ve both unlocked something that so many of us wish was there for us and see where it goes. I don’t think anyone, on this earth and not, would really mind. It’s all about happiness and where you find it.
Try to see it in a different way. She was lonely before she met you. No one was able to be the guy she needed until you came along.
Also, she could have met a total asshole instead of you!
Karma sutra lool
Happy for you. Sounds like she’s ready to move on and she trusts that you can help her through it.
It was nice to read a believable story where you didn’t embellish it actually showed your humble side and your concerns and conflicts and it was completely inline that you came quickly because of the forbidden fruit aspect. Most of the first rodeo fake stories have every cheesy obligatory porn elements and yours was a refreshing change of reality
Really enjoyed the story. Good luck with your relationship. If possible please post more. Merry Christmas
Do not feel guilty about it. Continue making her feel good
That’s life, keep going!
Last 2 gfs were widows
A very nice story OP. Good experience.
I had a wholesome fap to this. You go, simple dude!
I’m a recent widower. My wife passed last month from cancer. I can tell you first hand that our love life suffered because of her illness. We made the best of it as we could.
Now that shes gone I miss every moment we had. I also now see how precious every moment we have left in life is and we should not waste it waiting on the right time.
If her situation is in any way similar you may be giving her something she didnt realise she was allowed to have again. So let me tell you that you should not feel guilty at all. You should give her all she wants because she is finally allowing herself to be happy again.
It’s understandable that you feel guilt or shame about having sex with someone who was previously married. The word “previously” is important there, of course! She’s a single adult who can make her own decisions. If she’s decided she’s comfortable having sex with you, which you say she’s communicated to you, then take comfort in that she feels ready.
I’m all for communication, especially in relationships, but sometimes it can be helpful to discuss challenging feelings like guilt and shame with an expert first. It sounds like she’s worked through her emotions already and if you question her morality by bringing up your feelings without first understanding what you feel, it could upset her, hurt her, or even set back her process of grieving. Have you considered speaking with a therapist? I know lots of guys who swear by the abilities of therapists to help them navigate tough emotions like this. As much as reddit is a community, a professional may give better advice. ;)
No guilt necessary. You sound like a good person and she digs you. You’re a lucky man.
Marry her. She will eat out of your hand forever.
I thought it said window and I was intrigued.
Enjoy your time in Amsterdam, but wait until spring time before you actually go there. Although the two of you would probably be mainly focused on each other, the city is too much fun to spend in bed only.
PM me if you need some general pointers for your visit.