Probably the last post in this series, if it does not get more likes.
After the massage incident I was a bit puzzled, and we talked a bit about. She was clear, I was allowed to to everything the asked me to do but nothing more, and she would never let me fuck her, until we both were single and I had cut the cords. She hated condoms. I thought that this was a bit bullshit for me, but we had electric chemistry, so I could not let it go completely.
We had one more coaching session in the calender from the start, and we were supposed to meet at her place and take a walk from there. I got there 5 minutes late, and when she opened the door she was completely naked. She had other plans, I could see and feel. She gave me one of her mind-blowing kisses, and had me already there. All restraints I had imagined I had were gone, and I only wanted to have her. We kissed some more before she bent over the kitchen counter, and told me to lick her ass and pussy. I was happy to comply and dug in like a kitten getting cream. She was warm, wet and tasted like nectar. I think she had startet before I came because she came quite quickly, making my face totally wet with her juices.
We moved over to her desk, she told me I could not wash off my face. We talked a bit about work and other stuff, and all the time she was teasing me, touching herself, making me lick her fingers. After about one hour of this torture she told me to stand up and follow her. She had something she needed to show me. We went in to her bedroom, and she told me to sit down on a chair at the end of the bed. She took out a vibrator and a glass dildo from a box by her bed, and lied down and started stimulating her self in front of me with both the tools. She was breathing, moaning and twisting in front of me. I almost got a bit angry at a point and asked if she was serious, was I going to have to look at this without being able to touch her or my self, I wanted to undress and fuck her brains out instead of that glass dildo. She stopped and looked at me. Told me to shut up and sit down. If I promised to lick her clean after she came I could be in control of the glass dildo, as long as she thought I did a good job. Easy as I am I took what I got and managed to help her orgasm yet another time with the glas dildo, before she commanded me to lick her clean, without getting her exited again. Then she told me to leave again.
My thoughts in the car home was spinning like hell, and my only conclusion was that I was being used as her tool. I would never get to fuck her, never have any of my needs fulfilled other than the happiness of pleasing her. I had become one of her SUBs.
I have seen her after a couple of times. She usually ask me to meet her somewhere secluded, and then we talk a bit, kiss a little and then she starts to talk about how soft she is on her clean shaven pussy, how wet she is seeing me, how she wants my fingers in both her holes, but I do not get to touch her other than the small kisses. She tells me about other guys the is fucking and how good they are. I do not get jelous, only horny. I have tried to gain power over her, telling her what I want her to do or that without pleasing me she will not get anything from me, but then she locks up and tries to freeze me out.
Not sure where this ends, but but we have had at least one more naked morning together that I can give you if you want
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/dsxq07/mf_how_i_became_a_sub_or_the_girl_i_never_fucked