Reality meets fantasy [MF]

I downloaded Tinder for the first time earlier this week. The fact is I assumed it would be that easy. I spent some time browsing and liking women in my area in my age range and then after several days all I had to show for it was a few chats that went nowhere. Earlier today I deleted it. I have been on Reddit and Craigslist so many times I can’t count. While there have been a few times where the online sparks have kindled to texting back and forth but it always drags and fizzles. I find myself again and again turning to porn to satisfy these urgings in my mind.

I have never been impulsive when it comes to sex. I was a virgin when I got married. I have only ever kissed my wife. I thought that once I was married it would be different. I had grand ideas that my wife would enjoy having sex with me as much as I would enjoy having sex with her. My wife before we got married told me she was apalled at how little sex her married friends had. This was a good sign. “A woman on the streets and a freak in the sheets.” Since we have been married it just hasn’t been what I thought. My wife and I have never had a bad sex life but it has not been adventurous either. She is disgusted by the thought of me cumming in her mouth. It took me a year for me to persuade her to let me eat her out. She liked it but still thinks it’s gross so it’s a rare occurance. The reality is I love the taste of her pussy and would eat her out for hours if I could. I assumed we would explore more. Instead I have an entire list of things I want to try and never will.

Now I masturbate to porn more than I have actual sex with my wife. If we have sex once a week we are doing well. So where does it go? When does my reality become my fantasy? How does one find someone to explore with?

Before anyone starts sending me advice and encouraging me to leave my wife that is just not a possibility. My wife is a public figure and a divorce or affair would destroy her career. I have to much respect for her and love for her to do that. Again, I love her still. In this case love is separate from my lust.

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I dropped my kids off at their friends’ house. My wife is once again out of town for some symposium or gathering of some kind. I can’t keep track anymore.

Once I got home I logged on a local r4r thread again. Hoping for something to happen this time. I have 18 hours or so to myself so maybe I can connect with someone.

“[M4F] Married man (37) seeks adventurous FWB” – I include some basic info about me and my general location and post it.

I post it and make myself some dinner while I wait. When I come back I am surprised to see two messages in my inbox. As per usual as a M4F post I am getting as many downvotes as upvotes but to have two messages in highly unusual. The first is from someone making fun of me. I can ignore that. The second is from someone who claims to be near by. I message “her” back and am again shocked at the quick response.

“Sounds like you could use some fun. Join me for a drink at Daves?”

This is a first. My pulse is quick. My hand hovers over the keyboard. This seems like a point of no return. I remind myself that it is just drinks. No harm, no foul. I reply, “Be there in 20. How will I find you?”

I quickly change my shirt, brush my teeth and get myself ready. By the time I come back to my computer I read: “I will already be there. Ask at the bar for Candice.”

I live near the local watering but I decide to drive to Dave’s. I wander up to the bar looking around the room nervously. “I am looking for a Candice?” The bartender, a young, lanky 20 somethings guy with a sparse beard and grubby sweatshirt tells me she is outside on the patio. I am surprised by this. It’s a cool evening. I don’t mind as I am often warm but it surprises me. I walk out to the patio and I can see a lone woman sitting at a table with her back to me. Her brown hair is pulled back into a tight pony tail and she is wearing a grey sweatshirt and jeans. She seems taller than average with an average build but that is about all I can tell from this direction.

I walk up to the table and the woman turns toward me and I am shocked to see Amanda. Amanda is the mom whose house I just dropped my kids off at. She grins at me, holds out her hand and says, “I’m Candice. Nice to meet you.” My mouth is hanging open. I stutter and mumble and don’t know what to do. “Listen, we can sit here and pretend to chat like this was a happy accident if you want. Or, if you really want what you posted about online we can go back to your place now and we can make your dreams a reality.”

She stands up and grabs her purse. Truth is I have always had a bit of a crush on Amanda but I have never thought this was possible. I start heading to my car and she is following. My throat is parched and I swallow several times to work up enough saliva in my mouth to mutter, “let’s get out of here.” She starts walking to her car and says casually over her shoulder. “Where’d you park? We need to take your car as I took an Uber here so that there wouldn’t be a strange car parked in your driveway.”

“Wait, I have to ask, who is watching the kids?”

“I hired a babysitter. Jeff is out with coworkers and I told him I was going out with friends.”

“Another question, how’d you know it was me online?”

“Truth is, I wasn’t 100% sure but, I had been following you for a while and put it together. Everytime Jenny was out of town I saw that profile post. The description of yourself and age matched. The location was always consistent. I guess I hoped. If someone else showed up I would have left. That’s why I was on the patio, I knew I would see you walk in and know. Otherwise, if someone came out and asked for Candice I could say it wasn’t me and walk away.”

I am shocked by her ability to deduce my profile and I am truly a little worried by it. If she has it figured out, who else does? Soon we are pulling into my garage and as soon as the door closes Amanda gets out of my car and we head into the house. The door closes and Amanda immediately starts stripping off her coat and then her light sweater underneath it. She continues into the house and heads right upstairs. I follow and soon we are in my kitchen. Amanda opens the fridge. “Ah, good, you do have some wine.” She pulls out a half drunk bottle of white wine and I get her glass. I take the bottle from her and pour her a glass of wine. I put the bottle back and grab a beer for myself.

We sit on the couch and I look at her. She is wearing tight jeans, tall boots and a tight t-shirt that shows off her breasts. I am struck again by how beautiful she is. “Why did you respond to my ad this time?”

“I’m bored. I love Jeff but I have always been a bit jealous of Jenny. You and her seem to always be laughing and having fun. I wanted some excitement in my life.”

I set my beer down and slide up to Amanda. She sets her wine down and we close in and kiss. The electricity that passes between us is instant. My hands reach out for her and I pull her in close. I can feel her breasts pushing into me and I can feel my cock getting harder. We kiss on the couch for a while before I stand up and hold out my hand. She takes my hand and stands up and I lead her into the master bedroom. I had set the dimmable lights to a warm glow before I had left so the room is ready for us. We kiss some more as my hands begin to work her shirt out of her jeans. My hands explore up her back and she raises her arms so I can slide her shirt off. I toss her shirt on the ground and pull my shirt off as she removes her bra. I see her absolutely fantastic boobs that seem so full and perky. My hands gently close on her breasts and I caress her. Her hands run from my chest down to my pants and she begins to unbuckle my belt. Soon my pants are around my ankles and my erect cock is bulging against my underwear. Her hand caresses my cock through my underwear and she says, “ooohh… someone seems excited to see me.”

I take my hands off her boobs and slide them down to her waist and I help her out of her pants revealing a tight pink G-string. We stand there in our underwear enjoying seeing each other when she drops down to her knees and pulls my cock out of my underwear. She strokes it slowly from base to tip with her hands before slowly sliding her mouth around the tip. Slowly she keeps sucking on the tip and increasing the amount of my cock she takes into her mouth. Soon her head is bobbing up and down on my cock and I can feel my tip pushing against the bck of her throat. She puts her hands on my hips and increases her sucking tempo. I know that I am not going to last long. “I’m gonna cum soon.” I say. She stops sucking me off and continues to stroke me with her hands.

Looking up at me she says, “If you cum in my mouth will you be able to go again in a little bit? I want to taste you.” She immediately puts her mouth around my cock and continues to suck me off. I can feel my cock getting ready to explode and I tip my head back and close my eyes. I thrust into her a coupe of times and lose it. My cock erupts filling her mouth with my seed. She continues sucking and swallowing my cum down and I can hear her sighing in pleasure.

Once I finish she stands up and pulls her panties off. “Now it’s your turn” she says and walks over and lays on her back on the bed putting her feet up on the bed and spreading her legs. I see her bald pussy glistening in the soft light in the room. I walk over and bend down getting my face in her pussy and I can immediately smell the sweet aroma of her pussy. My mouth begins to water. I slowly begin kissing her pussy and gently licking her. My hands slide up her hips and her sides and find her boobs. I hold her tits and slowly begin to caress her breasts and play with her nipples as my tongue explores her slit. I continue to eat her out taking in her flavor and savoring every drop of her wetness. I can feel her clit getting firm and spend some time stimulating her clit with the tip of my tongue. Her hips begin to grind into my face and I do my best to not let her pressure push my head back. I move one hand off her breast and down to her back to give me something to hold onto to push back into her. I absolutely love eating her pussy and it is clear she is enjoying it so we keep going. Her grinding into me and me diving my tongue deeper into her slit and playing with every inch of her pussy that I can. Soon I feel her hands on the back of my head pulling my face deeper into her. “I’m gonna cum!” she yells and I focus my attention on her clit and immediately feel her tense up and she screams out in ecstasy. Her legs are shaking and her body is bucking into me. Soon her orgasm subsides and she lays limp on the bed. I move up and kiss her and we lay on the bed next to each other kissing. Her hand wanders down to my crotch again and I am already getting hard again.

She stands up and says, “lets go take a shower.”

We have a giant walk-in shower and soon we have the water on and are in the shower exploring again each others’ bodies. The warm water cascading over us drives us both into each other again and soon I am rock hard. “I want you to fuck me.” she whispers in my ear. I turn her around and she lifts her hips and I slide my cock into her wet pussy from behind. We are both so turned on we know this is not going to last long and soon I am thrusting into her pussy which is gripping my cock and driving me over the edge. Her hand is down rubbing her clit as I fuck her from behind. My one hand is on her hip helping me thrust fully into her and my other hand cannot get enough of her boobs. I fuck her harder and she moans in pleasure and I can feel her hand speed up on her clit. She quickly brings herself to orgasm and feeling her pussy tighten on my cock drives me over the edge and I explode a second time filling her wet pussy with my sticky cum. We stay in this position me holding her until my dick falls out of her pussy. We kiss for a while and clead up before we get out of the shower.

Soon we are dressed again and we walk to my car. We have not said a word since we finished in the shower. We get in the car and she leans over and kisses me. “The next time Jenny goes out of town, let me know.”

“I will,” I reply. “I have done things with you that Jenny would never do with me and I want you to know that. Thank you.”

“I know. I did things with you that I would not have let Jeff do too… I don’t know why.”

“Well then, we will need to come up with something new for next time.”

“Maybe I’ll let you fuck me in the ass. I have always wondered what that felt like.”

“it’s a date.” I reply.

Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/dr2dzl/reality_meets_fantasy_mf