[MF] I was obsessed with my bully.

I’ve never told anyone about her or any of this and before I die I need to get it out there at least. Also to clarify I guess she wasn’t as much a “bully” as someone who just hated everyone.

In school there was this girl I was absolutely obsessed with. She was this hardcore goth girl at a time and school when being goth wasn’t necessarily “cool”. One of my guilty pleasures was punk music and aside from the fact she was stunning, thin but had an amazing body. Wore tight jeans with a band t shirt and either keds or doc martins. She has about middle length hair that was black with dark blue tips. Black eyeliner and dark eyes that I always made my chest hurt when she made eye contact.

She was also very taboo, very blatantly didn’t give a fuck about anything. She was almost always mean to me and would frequently hit me in some way. ( kicking me in the shins under the desk, punching me when I was sitting next to her, pull my hair ) a lot of times just because she found me or what I did annoying or stupid. I didn’t sit next to her by choice, our names were close together so me and her sat together at a four desk table and the other seats were empty. Which worked out for me because even though I would like to sit next to her if I wasn’t forced to I probably never would have.

She unfortunately had a boyfriend which to a skinny small kid to me was very intimidating and had a very confident energy about him, same type. Didn’t seem to give a fuck and was also pretty heavy goth. She was so intense too. One day sticks out to me the most where she found a piece of gum stuck in the desk and she began eating it then when she met up with her boyfriend after class in the hallway kissed it into his mouth. I was the only one that knew where she got the gum. For a girl that was as attractive as her I wouldn’t expect her to do stuff like this.

I remember on a day I was being particularly annoying during a reading or something near the end of class she slammed her boot down on the seat between my legs. Not hitting me but coming close. I remember looking down at her giant boot so close to my crotch and couldn’t help but get very aroused. That moment really made me realize that there was something about this girl that was absolutely amazing. I looked up at her soon before class ended, which she had now had her boot on my seat for about 10 minutes now and she was staring at me. Almost like she was the whole time. And I know that she knew how I was feeling. My face was probably so flushed and she had seen me when I was “scared” and this was not at all the same feeling.

It was the last week of school and we were watching movies on one of the last days and she took my phone from me and starting going through it. She immediately went to my photos but didn’t find anything so she went to my safari history and of course I had tabs open from the night before. She found a bunch of tabs that were like (huge tits goth gif, face sitting gif, etc.) I was wrecked, I thought she was going to embarrass me and tell everyone in class about her discovery but instead she looked at everything and called me fucking disgusting and laughed.

I was sweating, I couldn’t believe she found this I felt so compromised and embarrassed. I kept my head in my arms for a while and it was still really early in class. She then slides her phone to me and said “ok, your turn” I was kinda confused and she told me to look through her phone.

I was so fucking nervous I was on the verge of shaking, I didn’t know what she wanted me to do. I went through her photos and she laughed at me and she said “do you really think I’d have all of my pictures in my photos? I keep them in a photo vault app” so I went to the photo vault app it prompted for a password and she gave me a hint saying “what do you think a person like me would have a password like? I typed “6666” and she laughed at me really hard it was the first time I had ever seen a genuine smile and rested her hand on my thigh. At this point I was starting to think this wasn’t real, I had just unlocked her photo vault and this wasn’t a joke. Before even clicking I had already seen a preview of one photo of her tits.

I opened the folder and saw several photos of her, her ass was so amazing. A hip to butt ratio like hers was only possible in drawings. My cock at this point was fucking throbbing and pulsing. Her hand still on my thigh she started to rub closer to it. I gave her, her phone back and said “I’m sorry if you wanted to keep that private” …?I was such a fool. She just kinda stared at me like I was an idiot then said “well did you like it?” “I mean yea… of course but idk.” “Did it make your cock hard?” “n…no!?” I dishonestly replied and she kinda sighed and said “well if you do let me know” still rubbing her hand on my thigh and occasionally just grazing the tip of my cock. It was obvious I was and she knew. She stared at it a couple times and while I was looking at the pictures.

The bell rang and I got up with my backpack in front of my erection. I had never done anything with a girl or had ever had a girlfriend and immediately doing …whatever that was , was so intense for me. There was so much precum and I had never experienced a feeling like that again.

I don’t know where she is now, and I don’t know what would’ve happened if I told her the truth. But I wish I did.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/dqht53/mf_i_was_obsessed_with_my_bully