I’m not sure what I want other than touch this evening. My lover’s mood is also strange he’s leaning into me to be held and touching me so gently it’s more of a suggestion of contact. I know he wants me the look in his eyes says as much. Though it’s very different he’s almost meek and unsure of himself. It’s far from a bad thing I’m just unsure what he’s looking for, so I grab his ass.
He leans into my touch allow my hand to explore to it through his jeans. I let myself grow bolder and decide to slip my hand into his pants. His ass is great to hold such soft skin but firm muscle so you feel like you’re really holding something. I almost want to pinch it but I don’t want to test this new mood so soon.
I loosen his belt to allow me more access to him. I let my fingers roam exploring his body and relishing in the touch. I kiss his back and reach my hand around to go for his cock, but I trail my hand around his waist lazily. I’m amused with myself for treating him like sudden movements will scare him. My fingers gently brush the base of his shaft and run a singular finger to the tip.
His hips buck as he tries to move himself into my hand. I smile pleased, I’m guessing he wants to be submissive to me. I am pleased and touched by this realization. Pleased to actually be the dominant one, to pursue. Touched because he feels safe enough in my hands to allow this. I want to press him into the floor and ride him now. That feels rude though. I want to tease him, make him feel good. I want him to want me to do him and say it with his words. I stand and move my hand down his leg pushing his pants further down.
“What do you want?” I whisper softly in his ear.
“I-I don’t know,” he says breathily sounding genuinely unsure.
“I can take the lead then, I’ll stop when you tell me. If you feel inspired for anything just ask, I promise to be gentle until you tell me otherwise,” I let go of his ass and hold him to me placing my palm in the middle of his chest which he reaches for.
“I’d like that.”
I take that as permission just as I’ve permitted him to touch me in the past. I take his hips and guide him to the couch to sit. His confusion pleases and amuses me reminding me of how new this experience is between us. I gently separate his legs bare of jeans as I kneel. My hands go to his thighs to steady myself and help me gauge how he’s doing.
Then slowly move to take the tip of his cock into my mouth. I use my tongue to gently tease the tip that is bare of foreskin, stroking it slowly. This lets me enjoy the taste of his skin and allows it to loosen. Once I feel it he’s ready my tongue sneaks its way between the foreskin and the tip. Gently I lick him and snuck till he’s fully erect and relaxed the muscles in his legs no longer tense.
Now, the teasing can really begin. I move my hands to his balls perfectly shaved for me, and I gently rub them in a circular motion. The skin is soft almost like satin begging to be touched and licked. So I trail my tongue slowly down his length and lick his balls a bit asking permission seeing if he wants me to stop. He stifles a moan, so I take his balls one at a time into my mouth and caress them with my tongue. I feel him for my head and try to pull me in, but I set his hand aside and interlock our fingers. Then both his balls are in my mouth and I suck on them a bit. I’m incredibly wet this teases him as much as myself.
“That’s too intense I don’t want to cum right now,” he pleads.
So I stop and offer distance to let him calm down but keep our hands together so he doesn’t feel rejected.
“Let me know when you’re ready for more. I’m not done with you.”
He nods trying to control his breathing and looking stern. For a moment I’m nervous that I’ve been too pushy being assertive sexually this is new and I don’t want to ruin it. He finally nods and smirks.
“I think I know what I want,” he smiles having things under control and softened but not fully. “Would you play with my ass with your toys?”
I feel so relieved and happy that I immediately get the bag and show him what I have. “You pick I don’t want to hurt you.”
He looks over them carefully clearly getting ideas for another time, “Which one do you prefer?”
I quickly select the plug from the bunch, “I start with this one then work my way up.”
He quickly kneels on the couch presenting his ass to me, “I’m ready but surprise me, please.”
I think for a moment how could I possibly surprise him or give him something unexpected without risking hurting him. I sit next to him and lick a finger and gently touch his ass, probing it carefully. Though his ass greedily absorbs my finger at the slightest provocation. I relish in the sounds of his sighs and soft moans as my finger explores him and add another.
I withdraw my fingers after a bit and quickly look them over and wipe the lube off. My lover wimpers quietly from the lost attention.
I decide to replace my fingers with my tongue. At first I lightly lick around his ass to gauge his reaction.
“Oh god,” he moans and buries his face in the couch.
My tongue is then plunged into him and I reach around to stroke him. His cock is extremely hard to the touch. I start slow both with my tongue and hand and build to a decent pace. If only I could look at him face and see his pleasure for myself. His expression both relaxed and focused, he has a back for that. Usually I makes him look miles away but for now he’s here with my tongue roaming inside him as he writhes. I feel tight and want to be touched if only I had something to put in myself while I do this.
“I need a break I’m not ready to cum.”
I stop immediately, and move my hands to his back to gently rub it and calm him. I feel overcome with a small sense of possession towards my lover. Normally I never think of him as someone I could consider mine in any meaningful sense of the word. However, in this moment it feels kind of right to think of him as mine, at least for this short time. Our moment.
“Can you get another toy please? The one with the beads?”
I nod and grow so again. He refers to my silicone toy with beads but they’re connected for ease and thrusting. Grabbing it I quickly apply some lube and begin teasing his ass. Just as earlier he takes in the toy with ease and I’m a bit jealous of him. I want to spank him for it, sadly that’d be too loud. The toy is devoured until it gets to the largest bead. I let it sit inside him so he can get used to the length though I can’t help but reach for his balls to rub and caress them.
“You can go ahead,” he says slightly panting.
I guess the toy must be close to or is rubbing his prostate. Slowly I press the largest bead in. Again I stop since it is fairly large. He decides to be cheeky though and wiggles his butt to goad me. Tempted I am. Should I move around and take his cock in my mouth to remind him I can make him cum at any time? Too risky. I settle on a very light smack on his ass. This only encourages him. He wants a punishment. So I start to pull the toy out.
“Oh please no,” he whines so softly I almost don’t hear it.
I thrust the toy back in keeping the largest bead resting outside of him. My lover gives me a moan that immediately makes me moist all over again.
Then I was the best back in, “You ought to behave.”
He nods, “You can start thrusting it.”
I slowly do so and he tries to force himself back on it further. Though I do see him pulling a pillow towards his face. I immediately feel disappointed, I know we must keep quiet but the sounds he makes are a tremendous turn on for me. Once the pace picks up his hand darts out to mine.
“I’m about to cum, we need to stop.”
I remove the toy from him slowly trying to not push him over and pull him towards me so he’s resting a bit against me. His body heat and scent is heady and overwhelming after being so intimate but barely touching him. I want to wrap my body around him to protect him and this moment of him being so vulnerable with me. I want to capture it as much as I can in my memory incase it doesn’t happen again.
“Do you know what you want?” I whisper teasing but mostly curious if he’s made up his mind on what he’d like from me.
“You.”
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/dmtmfh/his_turn_part_one_mf_dominant_female_anal_play