I’m at a hotel bar, just having my drink, minding my own business. That’s when this guy comes up to me – fat, ugly-ish , and no social skills whatsoever. He did have a lot of money though, god knows how. Before I can even say something he’s on the stool besides mine, rubbing his grubby hands all over my thigh.
I was about to slap him away when he says he’s ready to pay 500 upfront. Now, I’m not the sort of woman who values herself at 500, nor was I in need of money. But…I was sort of intrigued. I’d always wondered if I’d make a good escort and this was kinda a chance to know if I would ? So I tell him 750 or he can go fuck himself. I should’ve said a grand or something, because now we’re on our way to his room, him feeling up my ass and breasts on the way. In the room he was really rough. Like chocked me a little, slapped me around, pulled my hair. He was 7 inches uncut and lasted quite long. Rammed it in my pussy and ass and I came twice. And here’s the real shameful part – I let him fuck me a second time, this time giving him a blowjob to prep him up and then assfuck me. I even sucked his cock after And I did it for free
So there you have it – that time I let a man I had 0 physical attraction to fuck me in the ass twice for $850
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/dat6z2/fm_let_me_tell_you_about_that_time_i_pretended_to
Now that you look back on it, would you have made the same decision back then?
Sounds like self hatred to me.