I[F] keep having wet dreams about a friend of my cousin[M]

This is my first time posting, I’m on mobile and english is not my first language so I’m sorry for any spelling mistakes and my weird kinks. Also this is kinda long, I’ll put a tl;dr at the bottom.
On November 2018 I broke up with a very serious boyfriend and for 9 months after that I had no kind of sexual contact with anyone and also I kinda forced myself to not masturbate at all, which obviously made me feel extremely horny all the time to the point of having wet dreams and even fantasizing about meeting up with different ex’s.
On one particular day my cousin (male) who I live with invited two of his friends, and to be honest I really liked one of his friends who was 2 or 3 years older than me but he was more like a family member to me, we’ll call him C. Anyways, my cousin’s friends came and they started talking about games and other geeky stuff, I joined and had a good time with them, it kinda supressed my hornyness for a while but later that night I had one of the weirdest and most confusing wet dreams of my life.
I dreamt that C was on the computer with my cousin and I was on my bedroom masturbating, I was really into it for some reason, moaning and was even dressed up in some sort of school girl uniform see through lingerie and pigtails, the whole deal, C asked if he could go to the bathroom and on the way there he passed in front of my bedroom door and decided he was gonna pop in to say hi, he opened the door not even an inch before hearing me moan which made him jump back, but feeling curious he decided to peek and check what I was very obviously doing. He saw me laying on my back very enthusiastically fingering myself while teasing my clit with a vibrator for about 5 minutes, then I turned around putting myself in a doggy style position and began fucking myself with the vibrator, I was facing up the door so he was seeing my face all the time but I also had a mirror behind me, C was seeing it all and was rock hard but couldn’t stop watching and even started touching himself over his jeans. He watched me grab a belt and start choking myself with it while saying things like “Daddy please I want to cum, please, I’m a good girl right? Daddy let me cum”, I had my eyes closed all this time so I didn’t see him and right as I was cumming I opened my eyes and frozed, C was there fapping while he watched me cum and when he saw that I saw him I woke up.
It was a very confusing dream because I never thought of him that way but ever since I kinda fantasize every once in a while about him fucking me and calling me a slut for having dreams about him.

Tl;dr: dreamed that one of my cousin’s friends saw me jacking off, kinda want to fuck him now.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/d9cp8m/if_keep_having_wet_dreams_about_a_friend_of_my