Sometimes I just want to use her

Originally wrote this down for my wife. I’m interested in others’ thoughts and experiences rather than any sort of feedback on my writing. I would like to hear both from male and female perspectives.

Sometimes I just want to use her. So I do. Any time that I’ve told her before I do, she’s always said she’s happy to. Other times I haven’t bothered to ask. My wife has, at this point in her life, spent more of her life with my semen inside her pussy than she hasn’t.

Often I’ll wake up in the middle of the night and I’ll be hard and unable to go back to sleep. If she’s facing me I’ll gently push her side or shoulder until she turns over. Sometimes I’ll just push her onto her back and then open her legs as I get on her. Less often, I’ll lay there inside her until she goes back to sleep. A few times I’ve even been able to keep my movements so small, slow, and soft that she doesn’t wake up until I crawl off her, my cum leaking from her pussy and my limp cock. Those times are incredibly rare but they’re amazing for me, just using her body while she sleeps. There have also been rare times when she has woken back up just before or in the middle of me pumping my load into her. I adore waking her up like that. Sometimes the cum feels like it just pours out of me and into her vagina. It feels vaguely similar to, although obviously much better than, taking a much needed piss. Its a continuous, relieving, orgasmic flow of semen into her. More often, however, she doesn’t go back to sleep or my moments inside her will keep waking her up. When that happens, she’ll usually cum before me. But every now and then the sensation builds quickly and unexpectedly and I happily shoot all of my load into her before she gets a chance to even feel her orgasm building. I could fuck her again but I usually don’t. I have what I need and so does she.

If, when I want to have her, she’s facing the other way, then I just reach behind her, under her ass, and rub her lips. If she wakes up sufficiently, she’ll quickly lift up her ass and bend forward to take me. Sometimes she doesn’t get chance. If I wake up and immediately realize that I need to unload in her, I’ll just move down and bend her legs up with mine as I spread her lips with one hand and put my cock in her. She doesn’t go back to sleep in that position, at least not enough for me to just use her pussy without her even being aware. As soon as I start pumping, even slowly, slightly, she’s awake. In fact she usually cums very quickly before I do in that position. I usually let her. Then I’ll find the exact rhythm and depth so I can use her pussy for what it was intended. She always goes back to sleep very quickly afterward. Occasionally, well rarely, I’ll get to cum before she does. Those are always intense, prolonged, and powerful spurts where I feel as though I completely empty my balls into her. When those happen I rarely do anything afterward to get her off. Most times that I’ve offered she’s declined. The few times when I did rub her clit to get her off, though, it was beautiful to feel her vagina sucking my cum and cock as she came for me.

Some other times when I’m on top of her, or if I’ve got her bent over a piece of furniture, as I feel and hear her orgasm building, I’ll ease off and tell her, “don’t cum. I just want to use you for my pleasure only.” Sometimes she’ll let out a little whine. Other times she just takes a little breath before bearing down a little on her pussy and then says, “ok.” She always agrees. I love how she always agrees. Then I focus exclusively on using her. Using her soft, warm, comforting body. Using her pillowy, wet vagina. I’ll look down at her jiggling tits as I fuck her, or down at her pussy taking me in and out, or into her eyes, if she’s facing me, for the psychological effect. I’ll press as much of my skin against hers as possible as I concentrate on the feeling of her vagina all over my cock and my desire to pump my cum deep into her body.

If I’m looking into her eyes I’ll tell her before I’m about to cum. I’ll tell her, “here it comes. I’m going to cum in you.” She always responds enthusiastically, “yes. Good. Give me your cum. I want your cum in my pussy.” As I look into her eyes, I’ll tell her when I’m cumming too, even though she can feel my cock and see the look on my face. When the spasms start and I can feel the cum shooting into her I tell her, “there you go. I’m cumming in you.” She’ll respond to me with something like, “yes. That’s it. Give it to me. Shoot all your cum in me.”

Other times, if I’m not looking in her eyes or taking her from behind, I’ll focus on the sensation. I won’t say anything to her nor she to me. I’ll just silently pump in and out of her, sometimes deep to feel her lips enveloping the base of my cock and to feel the head reach deep inside. Sometimes very shallowly to feel the lips on the sides of the head and shaft. When I cum, however, I always go deep, at least until all of the most intense spasms are done. Then I’ll relax for a moment until the residual spasms occasionally cause me to pump into her. I’ll usually lay inside her until I’m completely limp again and feel the cum leaking from her.

Even rarer still, I’ll get the urge to pull out and cum in her mouth. This is a head trip for both of us. We don’t do it often because it doesn’t feel as physically intimate for us. It is very psychologically intimate. I’ll fuck her pussy until I can feel my stimulation start to build sufficiently. Then I’ll tell her, “I want to cum in your mouth.” She usually whines at this, not because she has any problem with it but, because she loves having my cum in her pussy.
When I get to the right point, I’ll pull out and move so I can fuck her waiting mouth. Sometimes she’ll need to use her hands as well. Sometimes she doesn’t get the opportunity. Sometimes I start coming almost as soon as she puts her lips around it. I’ll often tell her to look into my eyes when I’m cumming in her. I don’t have to because she knows to do it but I tell her anyway just to tell her. I love to look into her eyes, with her lips completely wrapped around my cock, see the realization in them and watch her blink as I feel the first couple shots pump into the back of her mouth, and feel her lips tighten around my pulsing cock. I love the mental effect on both of us as we look into each other’s eyes and my semen continues to pump uncontrollably all over the inside of her warm wet mouth. In those moments I often can’t resist telling her, “Yes! Take it! Take my cum! Take it!” I don’t know why I do. She can’t not take it any more than I can’t not give it to her. Shes usually content and thoughtful enough to include a nice muffled, “mm-hmm,” while I do.

She can never wait till I’m done to swallow. By the third or fourth spurt her mouth is uncomfortably full and if she doesn’t, it will start to spill out around the sides of my cock and neither one of us wants that. After she swallows the first time, she’s usually good to keep going until I finish. When I do, another swallow or two takes the rest into her belly while she continues sucking and licking me, occasionally teasing out another drop. The post ejaculation stimulation eventually becomes unbearable and I have to take my cock out of her mouth but doing so always feels horrible. The ultimate, at least in terms of blowjobs, is when we are able to lay there, almost motionless, dozing, as my penis eventually goes limp, and dripping, still in her mouth.

I don’t often want to just use my wife but, when I do, I do it well.

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