I’m writing again updating my game blog like I’m one of the celeb players. I can dream….
If you read previous installments you know I play in the amateur game using a remote operated stimulation device to put my intimate parts at the mercy of controllers who try to force orgasms out of me while I try to resist. It’s one of the few games where losing feels good.
I’m not playing at the moment but I am naked in my apartment on the bed with the white rubber covered prongs of the device strapped securely between my legs. The upper claw has a firm hold over my clitoris and the spoon shaped probe is curled up my vagina like a hand holding a bowling ball. The device is active and subjecting me to its full range of stimuli.
I’m taking it Bunny style as I write this. I’ll explain later but please excuse any lapses in …in..uhh… concentration..
All this is not actually as sexy as I hope it might sound. For a start me naked isn’t going to ruin anyone’s underwear.
When I look in the mirror I see a certain amount of sag and flab I swear wasn’t there yesterday. My nondescript brown hair has a little grey, my breasts are a little heavier and my ass and hips are a little better padded but everything still works.
It’s working right now. Just give me a moment…
Right now I’m sweaty and sticky. I’m home alone so I didn’t use as much lube as I do when I’m playing in a game. As a result the vaginal probe isn’t positioned quite right and the vibrations are making me want the bathroom which is leading to some confused sensations from down there.
I’m broadminded but I’m also laying on my bed so I don’t want any accidents.
I fitted my device with a new set of straps and they’re a bit too tight digging into my thighs when I wriggle about on top of the sheets leaving pink marks on my skin. Clearly the problem is the straps being too small not my thighs being too big.
I’m feeling old and sorry for myself today as I’m having to learn a new version of the game and I’ve been putting it off.
I’m not sure about these new versions. Okay it’s not really new but it’s new for me. It’s more complicated and technical so I’m wondering if it is worth the effort. The whole dynamic is different.
Maybe I’m just too used to ‘my’ version the old school bare bones version. Unfortunately most people are moving to the new variants and it’s getting hard for me to find a game in the right area.
By which I mean somewhere I can get to but not so close I’m likely to meet anyone I know.
Bunny you poor woman how could you even walk around like this!!
Yes, yes I’ll explain what’s happening in a moment….ah..just need a second…
I don’t need to actually participate in a game really. Most people who use the device don’t. It’s basically just a vibrator and I’ve used it solo often enough that mine is looking worn. I had to replace the straps as the elastic had lost its stretch. I was thrifty and made my own which may have been a mistake.
I reach down to loosen the straps, the little plastic buckle is digging into me. I release the left thigh strap and the clitoral vibrator twists to the side catching me by suprise as it buzzes into life.
I gasp and shudder and my legs tense up as I straighten the vibrator back onto my engorged clit. My fingers are clumsy and desperate.
The straps are there to keep the probes in place. You don’t want them too tight because you don’t want the discomfort or, worse, having to explain what those weird red marks around your thighs and waist are. You don’t want them too loose either or the probes move around which can make things better or worse depending on circumstances. In game play you are expected to have the standard pattern strap harness and tight enough that the probes never lose contact although exactly how tight is at player discretion.
Important to remember that certain parts might swell a little throughout play.
The remote control functions of the device mean you can just offer yourself up to like minded types on the internet.
I’m not too proud to writhe naked on my bed while some total stranger(s!) give me a workout with the device clamped around my sex. I’m surprised my pillows don’t have permanent bite marks on them.
It’s the interaction that makes this type of play fun. If I just wanted to come I’d do it myself. The downside is that you have to find someone who you’re compatible with. It’s not like the game where you’re just competing. A lot of people want to role play and use the device for that. The usual favourite is that I’m the helpless victim tied to my bed and they’re the cruel villain who has strapped the device on my defenceless mound.
Yes I’ve played that part but I’m not really into roleplay and sometimes it feels like too much work.
Bunny! Bunny! Oh Bunny you kinky weirdo!!
Sorry.
There’s a lot I won’t show and do on line so I sometimes struggle to find partners. Another advantage to the game: as a player I was never short of playmates.
I often get asked to try self bondage as part of the role play but I’m terrified of it going wrong!
There’s several device based ‘dating’ sites where you list your availability, preferences, kinks, limits and the type of device you use. Needless to say not everyone is on these sites in an amateur capacity.
I have no objection to people making money through the game or via device play – good luck to them – but it can affect people’s expectations. If I pair up with someone just for fun I’m not going to slavishly service their every fantasy. Well okay I will but only if I’m into it.
I’ve had some fun with other players controlling each others devices. The strange thing with that is it quickly got technical. The two of us taking shop, comparing our differing reactions to the same stimuli, probe placement that kind of thing.
I get really into that kind of chat and the orgasms are just a nice bonus. When I get together on line with other players it’s kind of like the best book club ever.
And then of course there are the archives. You’ve probably had some fun with them yourselves. If you haven’t you’re missing out.
The archives are what is making me twitch about on my bed right now.
When a ‘formal’ game is played all the player/ controller chat is available on the public site whether audio or text. Some of the games charge for this or for listening in on a particular account but at the amateur level it’s all free.
Now this is the fun part: they also make available a recording of all the commands that the controllers send to the players device. So if you have a compatible device of your own you can download the game record and play all the commands through your device. You can experience what I (or whoever your favourite player might be) experienced.
Of course it’s not exactly the same if you’re at home instead of wherever the game was held but if you’re really committed you can even go to the locations and recreate the game solo.
The more advanced game set ups even allow spectators to be hooked up to the controllers commands while the game is underway to share in the experience.
There are converter apps that allow commands sent to female devices to be adapted to the male hardwear or the reverse. I’ve really no way to tell how accurate the conversion is but it’s fun to try.
As a player I have to say all that is enjoyable but it’s not the same as being there where you have to deal with the environment and the competition as well as the genital stimulation.
Right now I’m running the game play from a fellow player, Bunny, through my device.
It’s not research or anything like that I was just in the mood…and putting off learning about the new game.
Bunny’s recording ended when she climaxed but I made it all the way through without coming. I am pretty worked up and I definitely need some relief so I’m just going to take care of that before I get into these new game rules.
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/12ikofg/the_game_device_home_games_f30stoyscontinuing