Eventful weekend. F 20
So based on previous post it was an interesting weekend. For more Context we went out for three nights. Again forgive me for the vanilla posts and lock of “gruesome” details compare to the rest of reddit.
The next day I continued as normal in terms of avoiding any contact or alone time. I was not scared but just shocked, nervous and just uncomfortable with the whole situation. As a group we had a relaxing day of hiking swimming and drinking. At the end of the day I was exhausted. I was sharing a Cabin with three of my girlfriends. Two of which where preoccupied that night and were still out. I was relaxing with one of my close friends just talking and gossiping. Someone knocked on the door I went and checked it was the guy. I told him we are busy and asked him to leave, I wasn’t rude but I guess it didn’t sound polite. My friend began pestering me about what happened. She was drunk I was a bit to much down as well. We should have slept earlier. Anyways she really nagged me about it so I ended up telling her about the two incidents. She asked me questions which I didn’t expect at all. In the situation and I guess with My preoccupied mind I forgot that she did mention a couple weeks back she has a small crush on him. So the topics where more like how it felt. How is he etc etc.
Somehow after talking about everything for like an hour while relaxing. We ended up focused on what kind of kiss it was and after deliberating and explaining while joking and laughing we ended up doing a demonstration. So yeah I kissed her. Apparently she was very disappointed because the story I told her was much hotter.
I think at this point I must clarify that I fully blame alcohol.
So I decided to show her again exactly what happened. I kissed her again but this time I decided to grab and feel her just as I was. She had a shower earlier so was wearing a short loose sleeping shorts and I didn’t expect there to be no underwear. When I felt her it was direct contact after my hand went up the thigh. I guess I was insistent on proving my point so didn’t stop me. We forgot the topic at hand and kind of went on with the flow off the night.
Thinking back it is definitely not something I would have done. But I don’t regret it. We have spoken and mutually agreed it was way yo much alcohol and we laughed it off and moved on. The best thing is I think I have a much much closer friend now going forward. (Not in the way most of you think) but genuine friend.