My [F] first time in a pig pen

The lead up was a very anxious time. There had been hints since my tutoring had stopped about me needing to do something, but I never expected that it would end up the way it did. First was just jokes really but they became more sexual over time, little comments about the pigs needing a playmate or whatever.

Something was stirring in me though which was uncomfortable but sexy to me. It was itterly confusing. I felt ashamed for a long time with having the physical responses I was having when these comments were made. Id masturbate then feel guilty after. My vagina burned for weeks and weeks and I just felt overwhelmed with it. It was like having a horny itch CONSTANTLY. And the “jokes” werent helping.

I later snapped and told them the jokes were annoying me (I was mostly just ashamed of what I was doing and thinking about in private). “What jokes?” They said bluntly. Thats when I knew. For a while after I was just frozen and it was awkward in the house.

The day it happened I was sat with my older sister on the back yard. We were silent. She knew and had argued with them about it. She was protective to a point, but also more worried about how it would affect her career and reputation if anyone discovered. Then they called me over.. I had about 2 weeks of knowing this was going to happen for sure and building up to it, but my heart was racing like crazy.

In the indoor pens they handed me an old baggy top and some steel toe cap boots. They turned around whilst I put them on. I was weak with adrenaline and shakey, but we all remained silent. Mum then said for me to get under the frame softly. And it happened..

I remember it feeling overwhleming. Like I was being pulled in different directions physically and emotionally. Under the frame I didnt have to see them so it felt okay, the worst bit was after when I climbed out and had to walk to the house shakey with a towel to dab my legs and vagina. I stayed in my room for probably a week after that. They ordered me takeaways and bought me gifts, but it was still awkward and everything changed forever.

I later found out about why I was so intensely horny for the months leading up to. Progesterone. Theyde been slipping it to me secretly for 6 months before. It was the strength they give to female pigs before breeding seasons. My life was different from then on.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/1241ae1/my_f_first_time_in_a_pig_pen