[FF] My first love was a woman

My family is poor, or as the teachers would tell me, of modest means. I was 18 and still at home when a school friend (18F) asked me to go spend a week with her family at the beach I had to tell her I couldn’t afford to go, She talked her father into paying for my trip, airplane and everything. Including a new bikini.

We stuck together, beach and surf, eating, napping, watching TV. We roomed together and got to see it all, we showed it off to each other, and we touched. On the third night we went for a walk on the beach after dinner. We walked for a while and found ourselves holding hands. She wanted to try a kiss in the moonlight so we kissed far away from the house her parents rented.

Two guys approached us and said they were having a party and we should come. They were older guys, college kids, we were barely 18. We walked into the party, there were about a dozen people there, and one girl was spread over the kitchen table and a guy was giving it to her from behind. Another girl on the couch was giving a blowjob to a guy standing in front of her.

Another couple was having sex on the floor. The guys who invited us asked us to take off our tops so they could get some titty. It occurred to me, seeing as we had just kissed on the beach, to tell them that we weren’t into guys. They told us to prove it so we kissed again, this time in front of them. That wasn’t enough and one of them told me to eat my friend, and they pushed her onto the couch. I got down between her legs, untied her bikini and ate her.

We didn’t get fucked and we made it back to the house where we were staying. That night I ate her again, this time in bed with her, this time gently and soft and caressed her tits while I ate her, This time I pulled myself up on her and kissed her tits before kissing her again on the mouth. This time we had girl on girl sex.

The rest of the week we kept to ourselves, and at night we crawled into bed naked and repeated the sex we had already had. But with full form, eating for real, until we triggered an orgasm. Now we kissed, made out, naked in bed. We were careless enough that her mother asked her if she had feelings for me. She told us both to be careful, it was easy to fall in love at the beach and then go home to face reality.

We faced reality, it wasn’t as hot trying to get something going after school. And there were all the activities and social life at the school. That and I wasn’t in her social group, her friends didn’t accept me. So we still kissed, and we still went down on each other and we still held hands, but the reality was that our social backgrounds were just too different.

Now we each go to different colleges. Two worlds. We still text and talk on the phone and when she tells me she loves me I tell her I love her. But it is never going to work. And that’s the truth for both of us.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/122ctfy/ff_my_first_love_was_a_woman