hey! i did my 1st photo shoot recently with a professional photographer (and his crew). admittedly, it was intense as all heck. but was super fun! I planned on it being a kind of fun & cute shoot, with a little bit of sexy. I think it might have turned out to be a sexy shoot, with a lil fun & cute lol. I dont know tho and I dont wanna sound like im full of myself by saying im all “sexy,” but it turned out a lot more “risqué” then i was originally thinking it would. im not complaining tho! I like the photos a lot! its just really wild to see urself like looking like “sexy” and on display
im still processing it all. the photographer and his crew were really nice and really flattering. they were a lot older tho. and pretty flirty I felt. but I kind of appreciated that. I feel like it would have been more awkward if they pretended like there wasn’t this lil 18yo girl standing in front of them in a tight teddy and high heels while they were in normal jeans and shirts — if that makes sense. they would pose me in a lot of different ways. lots of times they would turn me around so they could get more shots of my butt. they said it was really cute and photographed well, and wasn’t like a lot of the fake butts they see more and more of. maybe since they’re older the kim kardashian butt-trend isn’t as appealing to them? I dunno! I have to say, it was really really flattering to hear men over twice my age tell me how cute my butt was :) I def wasnt complaining! :)
there were times where they would position me pretty aggressively — like grab me and spin me around quickly or position my face right up against the mirror or pull up tightly on my outfit to show me how to hold it. they even like yanked me down to my knees and pulled my butt up when I was on all fours. I feel like theres a photo where u can kind of see me looking up at them wonder what the heck they’re gonna do to me next while im on the floor. but they asked me ahead of time if it was ok if they “man handled” me (I think that was the phrase they used) throughout the shoot, and since I didnt know what the heck I was doing so I told them yes yes yes please! and boy did they! I almost lost my balance a few times in my heels but I managed! and it was fun! I didn’t feel unsafe — it was just intense. and I could tell they got a kick out of me trying to keep my balance and keep up with them, so that was nice :) felt like i had a really good fun rapport with them!
after seeing the photos, it made the whole experience feel even more wild to me — even tho I know not as wild as so many other ppl’s stories– but I still wanted to share and rant a lil bit. I did pin few highlighted photos from the shoot on my page, if ur at all interested. thx for letting me share! all the best!
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/11wxpb6/f_did_my_1st_professional_shoot_sooo_intense_but