19 [F] I lost my virginity to my best friends step dad

When I was freshly 18 and freshman in college I began utilizing dating apps to fulfill my desires of being with an older man. I quickly met J, 38, and began frequently hooking up with him. He took my virginity, and I was exposed to so much with him. Like cnc, impact play, breath play, and orgasm control. He even trained me in ignoring my gag reflex and how to give a great blow job.

My time seeing him was fun and some of the best sex I’ve ever had. I loved how he manhandled my body and treated me like a slut. I was so sad when we fell out of contact when I went home for winter break.

I spent the spring semester having unfulfilling sex with guys from my school, until meeting my current boyfriend T, 30. Sex began to be fun again and not such a chore. Despite this, I still occasionally found myself thinking about J, but never reached out.

Lucky for me, we would meet again. Two months ago I met my best friends family, her mother and her mothers new husband. I immediately recognized him as J. It was clear he recognized and remembered me too. But we both pretended to be strangers. Throughout dinner I couldn’t help but think about my previous experiences with J, and found myself getting jealous of my best friends mom despite the fact that my boyfriend was waiting for me at home.

I repressed my thoughts the best I could, and ignored him. But that night after returning home, I received a text from J. The first in over a year. In the text he requested that I never bring up our time together to my friend, and especially not to his new wife. I agreed to this.

However I couldn’t help myself and sent him a text about how i had missed him , and how much I enjoyed our time together. This sparked his interest, and two weeks later we met up again.

The first time I slept with him in over a year was absolutely euphoric. I missed getting used by him. He used my body in ways my bf couldn’t, and pleased me in ways other men had failed to. I had my first orgasm in over three weeks and couldn’t be happier.

We have continued seeing each other a couple times a week since then. I don’t think anyone suspects anything but I’ve been loving the risk associated with it. So happy he’s using my body again.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/11vc78v/19_f_i_lost_my_virginity_to_my_best_friends_step