Hell, I want people to hear.
He gets ever more curled up, my face ever closer to his. We steal a kiss and I fuck him for a bit more. He’s hard now, leaking a little over his flat, toned stomach.
I lean back and look down on him. Hoping it’s the right thing to do (it is usually, but not always), I slap him quite hard across the face.
He looks astonished, lost, entirely unsure for a moment how he should feel about what just happened. Then a smile, hunger in his eyes, and I hit him again.
‘Fuck, yeah. Fuck me.’ I oblige, but lean down to make out with him again, then I brush the cheek that I slapped him on. When I move my hand to do this he flinches, but the look on his face when he realises why it moved is adorable. Looking each other in the eyes we know that we own each other. We fuck some more, settle into rhythm, both breathing heavily, me groaning, him yelping and swearing.
I slow down a little to catch my breath, and to savour the moment. He’s so fucking hot, and he’s mine.
‘Can I ride you?’
In that position, sooner or later, the top gets tired and the bottom gets a sore back – so I’m happy to oblige. I want him to do the work for a bit, to lay back and watch him.
We change and he slowly lowers himself on to me. His hole much looser than before there almost isn’t any discomfort for him, and as he goes all the way down his eyes rolls back in his head and he moans again.
As he moves slowly, I notice his dick again. It’s an amazing dick, 6 inches maybe and thick all the way along. It’s also leaking precum onto me. I stroke it a little, it’s hard, and he moans and nods for me to continue. I flail around for the conditioner and put a little onto my hand and roll his foreskin all the way back, jacking it off, rolling my hand and fingers around the head.
This makes him gasp again and almost shout expletives at me. I’m still not close so I don’t want to push him over the edge. People differ, but as soon as I’ve cum I have no interest in being fucked and I want this to continue. I take my hand back but he does the most forceful thing he’s done thus far and yanks my hand back on to his dick.
What the gentleman wants, he gets, and I play with him roughly so as to keep him back from the edge, which sends him wild. He’s riding me hard now, and leans forward to put his hands on my shoulders. I pull his head towards me and he stops riding me for a bit as we kiss. I rub my hands through his hair, stroke the nape of his neck, caress the side of his face, and brush his ear.
He draws back and we look at each other – in that field beyond ideas, beyond right and wrong.
He now moves up almost entirely off my dick and then hard back down again. As he repeats this I feel myself getting close for the first time – but his face, ragged panting, and the sounds he’s making tell me that he’s closer.
His jacking off hard, saying ‘fuck’ over and over again, his other hand pressed against my chest.
‘I’m cumming, fuck’ he shouts, then moans as he covers me in cum, rope after rope. He cums for ages. I have time to look up at his face and back down again and he’s still covering me.
Well, fuck.
I scoop some up and eat it, then scoop more up and smear it over his face, and slap him gently. He looks at me for a moment, and you can see him realise that he’s a complete slut. More again goes on my fingers and I make him lick them dry. He looks at me as he does that, still riding me but more slowly. I eat some more, then we kiss.
We do that for a while, my head swimming, and I suspect his is too. We break off and he leans over me, taking his turn to stroke my cheek and ruffle my hair. We kiss again and he whispers ‘cum on me.’
I push him off, put him on his back with his head raised on the pillow, and straddle him, his cum running down me in little streams. He starts to jack me off but I want to do this myself for some reason. In seconds I’m close and, falling over the edge, I black out a little and paint his pecs, neck, face, hair, the pillow with rope after rope.
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