[F] over it, can’t take it anymore…

I’m a 30 year old married mom. For the last 13 years I’ve worked for a big corporation which I am very successful within my career and field. Yes, I work the typical 8-5 Monday through Friday and I am VERY respected within the business. You would never suspect that my husband and I are a SUPER kinky couple. We have an amazing sex life no doubt. But I just feel it’s not enough for me…. Something is/was missing…. I’ve hinted around some of my naughty behavior…. I’ll always say “I had a dream last night that…” and actually tell my husband what I was doing on Reddit but saying it was a dream I had (it’s actually such a big rush and turn on for me to confess but not actually confessing 😅😆)

I love my husband but I love the excitement and sneakiness of being this totally different person!!!! Even if it’s an online adventure, I’m all for it. I love the thrill of hiding and being SECRETIVE!

Story time… A few years back I made a side Reddit. (Hiiiiii 👋🏽👋🏽) Obviously, didn’t tell my husband. I didn’t expect to enjoy the trill as much as I did. I made one post about wanting to be someone’s secret as they would be mine…. A man offered to pay me for certain photos and videos and just to have kinky secret conversations with him. 🥵 Something I kind of felt bad about was sharing videos of me and my husband (which let me tell you are 💣🔥) and also his nudes without telling him👀🫢😬 Now, it was a win-win situation for me because not only was I getting what I came to Reddit for BUT the 💵💵 didn’t hurt 🤗. At times I think if it’s weird for a female to want this secret online life but I’m not anywhere near what someone would consider the society norm. The kinks and fetishes I have are real and I’m ready to get back into exploring…. Fuck it you have one life let’s live!

Now I’m back, I couldn’t fight the urge anymore and wanting to explore my online personality again. Any takers..???? 🫣🥰✨

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/10e17bg/f_over_it_cant_take_it_anymore