What does it mean when I say I am owned by /u/nxtxnxbull?
Most people think he (lets call him N) is some Dom. Nothing can be farther from the truth.
This is what happened today. (I live in the same apartment complex as N). In the morning at 8, I got a WhatsApp message from N – It said “come in 5” Thats all. I knew exactly what it meant. I quickly took off my nightie and dressed up in a saree (no bra or panties), put my make up on and put a shawl over so as to not get exposed to neighbours. Then I hurried to his flat (it takes a minute in the lift, we live in the same tower and there is fortunately only one flat per floor). I was there in 5 minutes as asked.
As soon as I reached his flat, I went through the unlocked door straight to his bath throwing off my shawl in the drawing area. He had just done his shower and was getting out in his towel. I hugged him tight and started kissing his toned body all over, unwrapping my present by dropping his towel. He was in the meantime roughly massaging my breasts thru the blouse and rubbing his hands all over my body. As soon as I dropped his towel, I unhooked my blouse while I was kissing him on his lips. He kept mauling my now nude breasts and hard nipples. I then dropped on my knees and started sucking his hard cock looking into his eyes. Soon he was moaning and puffing and shooting his heavy creamy load directly into my throat. I dont ever miss a drop of his yummy cum. I got up licking my hand and fingers, gave him a sweet kiss on his lips. I wiped my lipstick off his cock, put on my blouse, took my shawl and left for the lift. I was back home in a total of around 15 minutes. He works from home and was about to start his day.
None of us had spoken a single word. This is the level of understanding we have. The theme for this month has been a naughty milf, hence the saree. Last month it was a horny teenager, so it was all skirts and tops. Before that it was an office colleague, so all my work related formal dresses. Sometimes its a teacher, and sometimes its just me. I dont ever wear panties with him around, and bra is dependent on his mood or if I have to go out. Sometimes I go to his flat and give him a blowjob while he is watching porn clips on his large TV. Sometimes he calls me over during a boring work call on Google Meet and asks me to blow him. Sometimes he does end up fucking me instead of me blowing him. However he never masturbates off his load alone. I make sure I get all of it, and I dont think it is demeaning for a woman to be at a man’s beck and call. In fact most women dont have enough sex and their partners are not exclusively thinking of them all the time.
It is very difficult for a man to not imagine or think of other women in a relationship. I have learnt to accept this fact. So I help him as much as I can, even if he is watching porn while I am doing him. He also has done a lot for me to discover my sexuality.
I have a very intense sexual relationship with him. Although I took his virginity, he has really matured and is a very well rounded 22 year old guy. I was a kind of a normal woman till I lived with my husband. I had a couple of flings (gym guy – [https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/kqomfi/stupid_and_slutty_f_44_enough_to_nearly_spoil_his/](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/kqomfi/stupid_and_slutty_f_44_enough_to_nearly_spoil_his/), car trip – [https://www.reddit.com/user/nxtxnx2020/comments/rjsq3i/being_a_f_39_stupid_needy_slut_on_an_airport_ride/](https://www.reddit.com/user/nxtxnx2020/comments/rjsq3i/being_a_f_39_stupid_needy_slut_on_an_airport_ride/) etc.) but it was a one off thing for me. After we separated (amicably), I started dating. N is among the first few guys I hooked up with and I have not looked back since.
Initially I was trying to date other men as well along with him, but slowly we have more or less become exclusive. Somehow we are very open and honest with each other about our sexuality. We started opening up to each other slowly and steadily. I was always having a very low opinion of myself and did not consider myself to be any sort of attractive woman. He has always encouraged me and tried to help me with my confidence issues. He is the one who asked me to start posting on Reddit.
We both have a very open and fulfilling sexual relationship. I also get him over if I want a hard, rough fuck, or if I want to do a romantic dinner and role play he will come dressed for the occasion. He also encourages me to hook up with other men depending on the situation. I also help him hook up with a woman or two whenever possible.
He likes me being desired by other men. He was very happy when I told him about my new year adventure – [https://www.reddit.com/user/nxtxnx2020/comments/s1g80e/new_year_party_lots_of_people_around_i_was_there/](https://www.reddit.com/user/nxtxnx2020/comments/s1g80e/new_year_party_lots_of_people_around_i_was_there/). He also encourages me to do a guy from the gym or my office on and off. We both go to the same gym, although we dont go together or even talk to each other there. Sometimes he will talk to other men there exercising and if some guy is looking at me, andN feels he is a nice guy (N prefers virgins), he will let me know later on. I end up just walking up to the guy and start little flirting. Most of the time the guys are shocked if I go and approach them. And then I end up having a one off sex with them. We also discuss people who work in each other’s offices and if any of us feels we should try to hook up for a one off with someone, both of us plan it out.
He has helped me fulfil a lot of my fantasies. He has eaten and fingered me in a movie cinema, he has fucked me multiple times in a mall’s parking lot in the back seat. I have also been eaten and fucked while working from home or even on a call. I can tell you it is very difficult to speak on the phone while you are orgasming. I have given him blowjobs in public places which was again a big fantasy of mine. I also like showing him off – so in paces or towns we are not known, I will dress sexy and have him on my arm in a pub or dance club. Dancing with him closely hugging him while other women look at me with envy on snagging a young stud is something I adore.
I think getting a regular dose of sex and young man’s cum is good for a woman of my age. I typically end up having sex around 12-15 times a week. I feel much more active, younger and desirable that way. Most women of my age hardly ever have sex and I can see it in their bodies and skin. Even my cousins and co-workers of my age have a poor sex life and it is clear the way they act and dress.
I am not in a long term relationship with N. I am enjoying till it lasts, and I know how to handle my sexuality from now on. So a big thanks /u/bullnxtxnx and I hope we continue to enjoy each other as much as we can.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/109asqc/mf_i_am_47_and_owned_by_my_bull_22