[M] I found out I have a new kink after catching my girlfriend cheat

Hey! So I imagine I know the psychological details of why I have this kink but I have NOT been able to shake it lately. It probably makes me a shitty person, and honestly that makes sense so I try my best to not indulge it but sometimes it’s so hard

Boring backstory: So I was dating this girl for like nearly 2 years and things started getting awkward out of no where, fights happened more frequently and blah blah. But turns out she had been cheating on me for the last 5 or so months that we were together. I found that she was sending pics and videos to this guy but he also knew she wasn’t single so it kinda pissed me off at first. We broke up, and she moved on pretty quickly.

Actual shit: So after the breakup I was talking to my coworker about it and telling her how upset it made me, eventually she told me that her boyfriend is a scum bag and she wonders if he cheats on him too.
We were both drinking but talking over text, and one thing lead to another, and we swapped nudes and videos of ourselves either getting fucked or masturbating. It was so fucking hot, and it felt so good to be on the other side of that rather than be the one finding it. (I know, really shitty kink and I try not to indulge it) But, In a way it’s kinda nice because it’s hot as fuck to pour passion into someone and then having them realize that they don’t have to be stuck with an abusive or shitty man if that makes sense? Nearly every single girl l’ve sexted or even just roleplayed with found out later that their man WAS cheating so maybe there’s a silver lining? Idk What do you think?.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/105cmch/m_i_found_out_i_have_a_new_kink_after_catching_my