[MF] I 24[F] “cheated” then broke up with my ex while still having the taste of cum in my mouth.

My boyfriend (ex now) [25M] and I started taking a break in November. It was not super clearly defined what it exactly meant, hence why the “cheated” is in quotes, as some might not agree it counts as cheating. On to the story.
It’s New Year’s Day, I spent the holidays with family so I had not been able to hook up or have any fun since like December 22. My train back to the city I live in is a day after the rest of my family leaves town so I have the hotel room I had shared with my brother to myself for one night. The moment I say goodbye to my family, I open up Tinder and start swiping as my time is limited. My strategy is simple, swipe left or right purely based on their first picture then in chat, I paste in a blurb about my situation and ask their height and location (because height matters to me whatever, and because the city I was in is quite big and not super easy to get around in so needed someone close by). Within 10 minutes, I get something hammered out, not my top choice, but responded quick and was eager, so plan to have drinks at the hotel bar/cafe in a few minutes. A bit about his profile: 26, Asian(Chinese), Accountant in a Big 4 firm, nerdy looking but in a preppy cute way, on the bigger side.
I throw on a simple outfit just lying around, jeans, tank top, knit sweater, and ankle boots with my hair in a pony. I get downstairs first and get a drink for myself to calm my nerves as this was the quickest I had ever arranged a hookup with a stranger. I finish it as he arrives and…. I <almost> feel like I’ve been catfished. In his pictures he had been wearing suits, and had a slick haircut, he showed up in ill fitting sweatpants and crappy sneakers, and had the least flattering haircut. I was almost embarrassed to be seen in public with this man I swear… Luckily, he was as tall as he said, but wider than in his pictures which were clearly somewhat outdated. We get a drink and internally I just tell myself fuck it, it’s one last night and I don’t have much time, also I am horrible in these awkward situations. We finish the drinks and he bluntly asks when I am inviting him up to the room. He pays for the drinks and we go up. We enter and he awkwardly gets on one of the beds and pats it and I crawl up and he pulls me into cuddle. He makes the move after a minute of some bland small talk and kisses me.
The kiss set the tone for the rest of the evening, he flicked his tongue against my lips and, being the submissive slut I am, I open my mouth and he goes in and sloppily makes out with me. He gets on top of me and chokes me as we keep making out. “This is what you wanted isn’t it?” He stops and says for a moment with his knee between my legs and I whimper and nod for some uncontrollable reason. He spit in my face and smeared it around before continuing to make out and grope me. He starts pulling clothes off, has some difficulty and gets up, telling me to take my clothes off as he starts. I was soaked and as soon as my jeans came off he knew it, he smirked as he took off all his clothes. I was disappointed at the sight, but I was needy and very very turned on. He brings guides/pushes me into the bathroom and we get into the shower, he washes and gropes my body and I wash him up.
We step out of the shower and he leans me over the counter and proceeds to finger me while grabbing my breasts and hair. He’s not doing great so I reach down and rub my clit, after a few minutes he’s unattractively out of breath and switching hands back and forth and I manage to cum, legs shaking and whimpering. We go back to the bed and lean back for a minute while he touches me all over and licks my nipples.
He is rock hard the entire time (looks to be like 4-5 inches but with a thick head and shaft), and he asks me if I’m ready to service him and I nod while moaning as he bites my nipple. He stands up on the bed and I get on my knees sitting up looking up and he grabs my hair pushes my head towards his cock and starts roughly facefucking me. I gag and whimper but I try to take it and I think it’s going okay until he pushes deeper and my nose and lips push into his fat around his cock, revealing an extra 1.5 inches that was not visible. His cock rams into my throat over and over and I grip his thighs and tap out, drooling and crying when he finally lets go. After one breath in, he pushes me down into his balls and tells me to suck them while slapping my face with his wet slick throbbing cock. After a few seconds he keeps going relentlessly thrusting and pushing down as I form a dark spot on the sheets where I am splayed/kneeling. He groans as he gets a little close and pulls out, telling me to lick his feet while I touch myself which I obediently do at this point and he lets his cock twitch and takes a breath. I let out an embarassing whimper as he pulls away and he laughs, getting off the bed and standing at the end of the bed, patting the edge of the bed. I lie down and he looms over me, resting his cock on my face as I taste his balls before he grips my throat and enters my mouth again. (I neglected to mention earlier but basically I was not looking to have penetrative sex with a rando so the deal was for just oral and anything else, just not sex. Sorry about that but if you’ve stayed this far, thank you for listening/reading my ramblings).
He thrusts into my throat in that position and I keep touching myself as he enjoys the view when he comes too close to cumming again and he pulls out. He tells me to get on the floor and grips the top of my head and jerks off against my face. I think he is going to cum so I rub my clit and make myself cum in that position as well, but he stops as he struggles to finish jerking off. He sits down on the edge of the bed and tells me to suck some more and I shakily obey and he returns to throatfucking me, almost lazily but still very forcefully, one hand to support himself leaning back and the other grabbing a fistful of hair to push me up and down at his fast rhythm. He lets me up each time I gag and heave for a second before pushing me back down. As he does this he rubs his foot against my legs and pussy lips until his cock twitches and throbs inside my mouth and he pulls me off, jerking hard and fast and cums on my face. As I think he finishes coming after releasing a huge but not very thick load, I lean back, but he pulls my head back in and groans “there’s more” and he keeps cumming, coating me and having it drip down my cheeks onto my tits. Finally, he finishes and leans back for a second, cleans himself up and awkwardly leaves.
After he left, I showered off for a long time, and came once more from thinking about it and was completely exhausted. I got on my phone and typed out a breakup text to my ex and hit send before midnight on Jan 1st. New Year, New Me as they say. (For context, there were multiple reasons I broke up, and based on my ex’s insta stories, he had his fair share of fun and all that since he spent his holidays with friends traveling and partying while I was with parents and family… so I am not the pure villain in it all, just saying!)

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/10483ae/mf_i_24f_cheated_then_broke_up_with_my_ex_while