[MF] From barely no sex drive at all to permanent state of arousal after breastmilk incident

Firstly, although I’m not new to Reddit, I’ve barely posted and mainly a scroller enjoying the vast amount of useful and not so useful subs on here. I certainly haven’t ventured into any of these naughty subs until a few days ago. So forgive me for any lack of Reddit etiquette and the length of this post.

I’m female in my late 30’s. I’m told I look young for my age and do try and look after myself but I’m 5 months postpartum with my second child so not in my best shape and feeling somewhat self conscious and lacking in confidence right now I guess.

Now … let’s say up until now I’ve never had that urge for sex, in fact I’d recoil at the touch and try whatever to get out of it. I’d eventually do it for my boyfriends to keep them happy and with effort I’d eventually get into it and orgasm sometimes. I did think maybe I was asexual or even gay as I do enjoy lesbian porn and often masturbate to it, however I’m not interested in women romantically, I guess it’s just the idea of it.

So anyway, roll on some years and I’m now married to a man I love dearly. He accepted my lack of sexual desire but I tried to compromise by giving him sex more often than I would’ve liked as I could see the lack of intimacy made him feel unloved and undesired. This did actually help as I learned what I liked from him being dedicated to pleasing me and making me cum first (rather than my past experiences of guys just thinking they can shove a cock in me) . The sex wasn’t frequent (maybe couple times a month) but at least when it happened, it was good and we both enjoyed it, although nothing adventurous and pretty vanilla.

Then … there was a change. I told you I’ve recently had a baby. Well unsurprisingly things have been difficult at home (husband works a lot and the pressure got too much causing a lot of arguments between us) and we got offered the chance to get away, just the two of us for my birthday so we took a 2 night stay in the city. We had a great time getting drunk, flirting, dancing and making it clear we was going to fuck once we got back to the hotel. We felt like we’d first met again.

Once back in our hotel we started to undress and headed for the bed but realised we’d left a ton of shit on our bed from being in a rush to get out for the evening so he instead pushes me down onto the tiled bathroom floor and pulls down my bra … I think it may be this moment that changed me …. He starts licking and flicking my nipples, which I get paranoid about because I’m still breastfeeding and was overdue pumping because we’d stayed out so late. He tells me to relax and starts sucking on my nipples and inevitably drinking bits of my breastmilk, not like gushing out but just leaking slightly . I thought I’d be grossed out but in my drunken state I was fucking loving it – I’d not had him touch my tits for so long it just felt incredible. He started teasing around my clit with his finger until I couldn’t take anymore and then started gliding his finger over and over until I came. I was so wet and asked for his cock and he fucked me on that hard floor while still sucking on my nipples for what felt like hours. We both ached a bit the next day.

That was a few weeks ago now and every day since my pants have been saturated – we’ve being having sex daily, sometimes twice, because of me! I’m constantly horny and trying to explore all things I’ve missed out on – my husband loves it. I feel like a dirty slut. I’m unlocking so much desire and want to experiment more. On NYE I licked his asshole and then pushed the tip of my finger inside him while he wanked until he came- that he enjoyed!!

I also had a very sexy dream and wrote it down for him – I’m hoping he acts it out for me.

I’ve also been thinking it may turn me on to have strangers see and enjoy my tits (pics) with his permission. I’ll have to think about that some more though.

Anyway, well done if you’ve made it this far. I’ve been enjoying reading posts in here – it’s helping keeping me horny and giving me ideas to unlock my future potential!

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/103fv3h/mf_from_barely_no_sex_drive_at_all_to_permanent