[F] Embarrased…and conflicted..

[F] Embarrased…and conflicted..

Last night was the first night I’ve been able to see my…’friend’ in a while. There have been a couple times in the past 2 weeks that I’ve been able to sneak out and see him, but we haven’t had much time together, so in those moments I’ve taken the chance to get as much cum out of him as I can, because that’s so much more important. Since I rarely play with myself, it had been what I feel like was a reallyyyy long time (3 weeks/month) since the last time I got off.

When i snuck out to see him last night my head went so blank and numb, so quickly. All it took was a few deep, sloppy, I miss you kisses before I was lost in the feeling of him. It was soo pathetically quick. And then his hand was around my throat, squeezing so hard that my vision was going black around the edges and it felt like he was taking every breath from me, kissing me so desperately..he used the hand around my neck to push me back, hard, against the seat and then while still only barely letting me breathe, whispering in my ear ‘did you miss me?’, ‘I bet that tiny little pussy is soaked right now, you’re already dripping for me aren’t you?’

I was already breathing heavy, trembling under his touch when his hand made its way from my neck, over my stomach, sliding under my clothes, so slowly moving his hand in between my legs…pressing his palm down, so I can feel him cupping my already aching little pussy. And then he just leaves it there. Groaning in my ear now, about how good I feel, how he can already tell how wet I am, and how I’m such a bad fucking girl for not letting him see me sooner. I felt soo desperately needy just feeling his hand on me, and his breath in my ear, I didn’t even realize that there were moans coming out of me because I was so focused on the way my pussy felt like it was literally throbbing in his hand, and the way my tummy felt like it was doing somersaults, and my heart was racing like crazy. It wasn’t until he was groaning in my ear ‘are you going to come for me? I can feel your slutty little pussy dripping on to my hand baby, look at you. So worked up just because I’m touching you and talking to you’.

That’s when I realized just how heavy I was breathing, basically panting for him, and all the little moans, and gasps coming out of me, the way I was just repeating his name because I couldn’t say anything else. I opened my eyes finally, and the second I met his, and seen the smile on his face and a look in his eyes that made me shiver, the tears started coming. I wasn’t expecting it, I’ve never felt more pathetically needy than I did the second I felt my eyes fill up. The smile on his face just got even bigger…he told me I was such a good girl, and then his hand was back around my throat and my tears were running down it. His other hand pressing even closer against me, he noticed it the second that my eyes glazed over and his grip on my throat got even harder. I started squirming against him, trying so hard to get out of his reach because I was so embarrased that he was barely doing anything and my body and my head were responding the way that they were..he didn’t let me move an inch. As soon as he realized I was trying to wiggle out of his grip he held me down and in place by my neck, made me look him in the eyes, and just said ‘come for me’. I had absolutely no control over my body, as soon as he said it the tears really came pouring out, I was throwing myself against the weight of his arms still holding me down, and he just started laughing. ‘That’s it baby, come for me’ ‘Holy fuck you’re just pouring on me, that’s it, keep coming’. And I did, until my head went completely dizzy, and then fuzzy. I felt myself starting to black out and my eyes roll and the whole time in my ear I was hearing ‘that’s right, that’s my good girl, shh you’re such a good fucking girl’.

When my eyes opened back up, feeling half hazy, I heard ‘hi baby’ and then all of a sudden his fingers were slamming inside of me, making me scream and throw myself against him. It had been so long since I had anything inside of me..the way I started grinding and wiggling and crying all over again trying to get him even closer, even deeper was so pathetic. ‘This is what my little cumslut really needs, huh? Something inside of her tight, achey pussy? Of course it is. You’re such a little slut, you’re always begging for cum inside of you after all, aren’t you?’ He started fucking his fingers inside of me, and I couldn’t help myself…I started screaming his name and fucking myself back on them, squirting all over him, soaking his hand, myself, the seat of his car. My head was so dizzy. It of course ended with a mouthful of cum and I made sure to get every last drop.

I don’t know if I’m more embarrased that I came so quick, so much, just feeling his hand holding my apparently very needy, very eager pussy, or that I blacked out from coming so hard and he was barely doing anything..or all the crying I couldn’t help.
Even more so embarrasing that I was in his car, on the side of the street, and couldn’t help but to fuck his fingers in a way that made me look like a desperate little whore…
Or that the street was in front of my parents house..with my babydaddy and them inside. 😳
I’m having a looot of feelings about the way I wasnt able to help..or control myself at all.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/zdjbsp/f_embarrasedand_conflicted