In the university, this man and I are kind of but not really close. At work, we function as one unit. We had a major argument only a few months ago, and we haven’t spoken since. He hated me more than anything else since I ended his relationship with a potential girlfriend and did other things to keep him out of our group. I just found out that he was thinking about leaving our group because of me and that he is getting depression treatment because of all the tests he failed. Since I felt so bad about what I had done, I wanted to apologise to him for it.
Yesterday, I saw him studying in the university library. I sat him next to him and struck up a conversation. This led to us eventually having a regular conversation. I started massaging his arm and looked at him while I added half-jokingly, “There’s nothing like a grudge fuck.” He was bewildered, so I invited him to come meet me. Despite the fact that I’m not entirely sure why, he accepted the invitation. We walked the short distance to my home together, then went into my bedroom. I told him that I was all his, and that he could do with my intellect whatever he pleased. Despite the fact that we both understood what I had said, there was a long pause during which neither of us responded. We began kissing, and as he fingered me, he suddenly took hold of me and shoved me up against the wall. It was so fucking hot that we were both completely undressed in a matter of seconds.
The subsequent sexual encounter was the most aggressive I’ve ever had. I did things that I had not intended to do. Each time he paddled me, it was harsh and amazing at the same time. I spent some time riding him before getting off. Then he gave me a doggy-style fuck by grabbing me by my hair. On this specific night, I came to the conclusion that I enjoy having vulgar sex. We were both breathing deeply and sweating considerably from the strenuous action.
We then had a grown-up conversation over a meal and decided to stop the argument and continue being friends. I sense that I’m growing fond of him.
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