Hello everyone.
First off it is probably important that I declare that I am inferior. A submissive, owned, constantly desperate puppy for my owner. I don’t get to choose my own porn, have orgasms at my own will, and I even ask for permission to go to the shops. I was never told I had to, I chose to because it felt right. When I suggested that I’m possibly not so inferior and pathetic since I manage a decent life, it was explained to me that I was pretending, my own behaviour evidence for it. There is no question, I’m a beta.
As I have been learning, part of accepting my place is not only recognizing that I’m owned by Miss, but also that I’m inferior to better men. In fact, my owner wishes to train and mold me into the perfect puppet for a better man. All I can do is obey and thank her for allowing me to become a good toy for superior beings. Surrendering my body and psyche to her desires is not only what I love doing, it is what I ought to do.
One way I think I am being molded is through censored porn. In fact, I am so low that I am not allowed to even look at beautiful women. I’ve been learning that I should focus on worshipping men, superior men, with complete devotion. I want to be a good puppy, and good puppies also serve beautiful cocks and powerful men.
Soon enough, I will be in the presence of my owner being used and abused by a better man. I’ve dreamed of myself crying at my owner’s feet, continuing to accept my predicament by focusing on my owner’s pleasure. I’ve fantasized about what it would feel like, and how I would serve and please a better man. I’ve been transformed as a puppy, and part of that transformation involves recognizing that I am always to serve better men upon the orders of my owner.
Now, I don’t know what will happen beyond me continually showing my complete obedience. When I am before Miss, I will serve, and, I have also agreed that I will serve men who contact me as per my owners wishes. While I never imagined doing so, I need to be a good puppy here and declare my place beneath you all. Thank you sincerely for even giving my submissive self your attention by reading this, I will be here gooning away further into submission.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/yn0u0t/accepting_my_place_at_the_bottom_mf