[MF] My cute crush [21F] friendzoned and humiliated me [23M] with the guy I hate! I’m ashamed that I loved the thrill of it

There’s a guy I just can’t tolerate – his name is Mike, and from the beginning when I met him he treated me poorly. We met in college – at first I thought he was a cool guy, but that changed right away when he started humiliating me and laughing at my height.

Mike is taller than me – he is 6’3″ and I am only 5’7″. I’m also more petite than him – he gives the impression of a well-built guy.

In addition to making fun of my height, he often teased me that I probably don’t have much of a chance with girls. He was right, but I didn’t want to give him that satisfaction so I just ignored him.

A student party organized by a friend from my group was coming up – I figured it would be the perfect time to get a revenge and prove to him (since, unfortunately, he was also invited there) that I had success with girls. I wanted to go there with my female best friend – Agnes. And to my delight, she agreed willingly!

I have known Agnes since childhood, she lived for a long time in my neighborhood. She was the sweetest girl I had ever met. She was 5’5″, had a fantastic body and cuuute face. I’ve been in love with her for as long as I can remember, but I was always afraid to tell her directly, and she always said that we were great friends and we couldn’t spoil it with a relationship….

I wanted to take advantage of the “surprise effect” and not reveal to anyone that I would come with her to this party (except to the host) – but unfortunately, one day while sitting on the bench and texting with her (we discussed the details of the party) I didn’t notice that Mike was coming up to me. He noticed that I was writing with some girl and made me show her to him. At first I protested, but after a few threats I relented and showed her pictures.

He was very intrigued by her. It was obvious that he liked her. He asked me why I was even writing with her, when it was clear that she was totally “out of my league”. I said that she was my friend and that I was going to a student party with her. At first he was surprised, but then a smirk appeared on his face and he said he would love to meet this “friend” of mine. At the time I didn’t know what he meant…. Until the party.

The first minutes of the party made me feel more confident. Everyone asked about my best friend, was delighted with her and asked how we met. We spent most of the time next to each other, away from Mike – at least at first.

As we drank more and more alcohol, we started to get louder and played dance music. I don’t like and can’t dance so I told Agnes I was going to get some air and if she wanted she could come out with me. She said she was going to the restroom and would join me right away.

I went outside and lit a cigarette while browsing some memes on my phone. I felt that the alcohol had gone to my head and I felt like smoking another cigarette, especially since Agnes hadn’t shown up yet – and I was supposed to be waiting for her.

I had already waited 15 minutes and realized that Agnes was still not there, so I started to worry and returned to the party. The sight I saw almost shattered my heart. Mike was dancing with Agnes, embracing her waist and keeping his face close to hers. As I walked in he looked at me and that cheeky smirk appeared on his face again – he then turned back to Agnes and started kissing her. I felt like I was dying, I only managed to notice that he was stuffing his tongue down her throat before I went to the restroom and spent more than 30 minutes there.

I couldn’t believe what had happened, at one point I began to wonder if he had drugged her with something or whatever. I decided that I would leave the restroom and the situation would be cleared up, Agnes would apologize to me, and Mike would be gone.

Entering the living room, I saw a sight that overcame me to the end. Agnes was sitting on Mike’s lap, she looked at me for a moment with her somewhat bedroom eyes – all this while Mike was stroking her thigh.

I concluded that there was nothing here for me. I was completely humiliated by my college bully. He took away the only valuable person for me – my love of life, my best friend Agnes…. Maybe it was truth that I was so “out of her league” so much? What did she see in him? Why did she choose him and not me? Did they do anything more later? Did they have sex?… These questions will stay with me for the rest of my life…. It’s arousing and humiliating at the same time…

If you want to find out what she looked like (and what I or Mike look like) and decide if it had to happen like this you can write DM…. I will be happy to answer questions and talk.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/yhvg9z/mf_my_cute_crush_21f_friendzoned_and_humiliated