[FMF] All the depraved ways in which I have degraded myself for men

I have voluptuous tits, a juicy ass and impressive flexibility thanks to years of yoga. But I’m nothing special: I’m 30 years old, bespectacled and rather plain looking with slightly chubby curves. Luckily I’m utterly submissive and completely lacking in self respect so I bring a lot extra to the table in order to keep the alpha male men I crave interested in me.

When I was 21, I was infatuated with Josh, a senior at university. He was on the basketball team and infamous for his anal fetish and fratboy debauchery. He had a thing for skinny blondes and as I’m neither skinny nor blonde, he ignored me. One drunken night, I confessed that I had fantasised about him taking my anal virginity and training my tight little asshole. He agreed, if I would be his cleaner in exchange.

So I cleaned his room in nothing but a Victoria Secret thong and a bejewelled butt plug in order to earn the privilege of his cock. After I was done each day, he’d have his way with my ass. He started slow with some fingering and built his way up over the semester to rough sessions of anal fucking, hair pulling and name calling. I would be a raw, quivering, sobbing, utterly satiated mess by the time he had finished.

Once we were done, he’d give me a clinical analysis of my performance and how I could improve. I’d go home and practise with my dildo dutifully. If I hadn’t improved enough I was punished with a hard spanking and body writing. He’d scrawl his favourite names for me across my tits: fuck pig, cum dumpster, Josh’s butt slut. Truth be told, I enjoyed these too much for them to qualify as punishments.

Josh was my gateway drug. I’d never received attention from a dominant, kinky, confident man until then and I lapped every drop of it up as greedily as I did his cum. I learnt to enjoy being completely shameless. I shed every ounce of my self respect. I knelt by his feet and sucked on his dick while he texted prettier girls. I begged and pleaded with him to fuck me in the ass. I squealed ‘oink oink’ in response when he called me his fuck piglet and felt the delicious humiliation run down my back as he laughed in contempt.

That was 9 years ago and I have had other encounters since and journeyed deeper into my submissiveness. I’ve also become a cuckquean. Would you like to hear more? Let me know.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/yfo0mx/fmf_all_the_depraved_ways_in_which_i_have