37m -I found a new Sub friend!
This month has hit me hard. My marriage has completely devolved to a friendship and place to raise my kids. Sex has been nonexistent for a year next week. (My birthday)
Enter a stupid confessions app.
I made a post that I needed to put my hand on someone’s throat and make them mine.
Apparently in my area that’s a good thing because I got a few responses.
One particular stood out. A short, curvy, blonde who really wanted to be dominated. We chatted online for a week or so playing at what we wanted to do. She wants it all.. spanking, choking, cnc, and some more extreme stuff that I may or may not give her cause it pushes even my comfort level.
I wasn’t sure that women like that were really out there and doubted I would ever find one.
We met for the first time over the weekend and it was the absolute best sex of my entire life.
The second I walked into her apartment she got down on her knees for me. I called her a good girl and told her that she was going to do what I wanted until I was done with her.
She didn’t give the best head, but she was certainly enthusiastic. When I got tired of her trying I pulled her up with a hand on her neck. I took her to the couch where I bent her over my knee, pulled down her leggings and spanked her for a previous offense we agreed needed punishment from our conversations the days before.
She took it like a good girl. Each slap met with a moan as I left increasingly red handprints on her ass punctuated with light touches to her pretty little pussy.
For sake of length I will leave the rest without detail, but I left exhausted, she was left dripping and satisfied and we plan on meeting up again tomorrow.
Is it wrong? Yes.
Do I want more? Yes.
I never knew I could express this side of myself and now I don’t want to stop.
I have a good girl to play with who calls me sir and does what she’s told (most of the time- the little brat)
My confidence is returning!
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ychex9/mf_i_made_a_new_subby_friend
This will not help the marriage, but you already knew that. Enjoy what you have found, but be careful if she starts to move things too fast or get clingy.