I (20) [F] let my friends humiliate me in any way they want

I know this sounds unreal trust me it feels unreal. I don’t even know how to feel about these relationships anymore.

I’ve got a small friend group, 3 guys and 1 other girl. It started with a simple truth or dare, someone asked what my biggest kink was and I said humiliation. After another go around it got to my friend and she dared me to spend the rest of the night in my underwear. I did that and than the day came and went and nobody ever though about it again.

On a different day we were hanging out and playing some jackbox games (like the stuff you connect your phones to) and me and my friend got into an argument (not a real one just like a joking one with some stupid question) and she said “shut up you’re literally a bottom you shouldn’t be arguing this hard” and I was like I’m not a fucking bottom. She leaned closer to me, stuck out her hand, and said “give my your panties.” I just laughed awkwardly for a sec but she didn’t laugh. I’m not gonna lie, the only reason I did this is cause she got me so turned on by doing this. So I listened, I took off my pants, removed my panties and quickly put my pants back on so the guys in our group didn’t see much. I gave her my panties and she said “told you so” and then stuffed them in her pocket.

Now we’re all kinda like closed up kids, so no we didn’t all start having an orgy after this. We just kept playing our game as if I didn’t just take my pants off cause nobody wanted to react. That’s all that happened that day.

Anyway I don’t want to explain the whole process cause it could take forever, but basically it gradually built up from that point over like a months time. The turning point was when she took my panties again and one of the boys jokingly said “when is it my turn to tell her what to do” and she jokingly said next time. Then then next time we hung out he jokingly told me to take my shirt off. And I jokingly obeyed. And it went from jokingly to each time we hung out someone new was telling me what to do.

This was like 6 months ago this started. Let’s just say they’ve gotten extreme to the humiliation, and I’m not even kidding. They asked my limits and I said basically none. That was my mistake, they’ve made me use the bathroom with the door open, they’ve made me spend the day hanging with them completely naked. They’ve locked me outside the house naked. I’ve been forced to wear ONLY a diaper (that’s my fault for being small enough to fit in one). They’ve had me pee in the backyard.

Like I can’t begin to explain how turned on this makes me. Like and things aren’t ruined in our group. Like the time I was in the diaper we just played games like normal.

They recently started doing punishment and rewards during games. If I lose I get spanked. Like actually. And if I win they’ll let me pee in the bathroom instead of outside. It’s crazy how kinky these quiet guys actually are.

We’re probably never going to have sex and that’s a good thing. Like this at least gets passed off as stupid young people fun.

If this post does well enough I’ll post about any new shit they make me do. I know this sounds unbelievable, like idek how it got this extreme. I know there’s a lot of fake shit on this subreddit, but I literally had to open the door for the pizza guy in a diaper and a T-shirt, my dignity has been completely thrown away, for my sanity I need you guys to believe me.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ybsu4r/i_20_f_let_my_friends_humiliate_me_in_any_way

32 comments

  3. I know it’s already very sexual, but do they make you do things overtly sexual like pleasuring yourself in front of them? Or are you allowed to get off alone later ?

    This is really interesting (and hot), i’d love to read more

  4. I kinda believe you, but your username is literally lived to lie…so idk. But I hope it’s true

  6. You should, for your own safety, define some limits and safewords. Don’t let your fun and pleasure get toxic and dangerous. They may unknowingly cross a line that you can’t actually go back on. So define this dynamic clearly please

  11. Send me a picture of you in this diaper so I can comment on how embarrassing it is.

  15. > Anyway I don’t want to explain the whole process cause it could take forever

    **Gets Popcorn. Waits for more.**

  20. Just some hopefully constructive criticism but try to use different wording so that you’re not saying “like” so much. Idk if you’re one of those that says it out loud a bunch, but it’s slightly annoying to read it so many times.

    As for the friends this sounds like y’all are some good friends and getting along, but as others would say especially something that would be emphasized on r/Sex is set safe words and define some limits so that this doesn’t cause distress from going too far. All it takes is one event going too far to cause major issues because of not having a security system in place beforehand.

    Other than those points this sounds like an interesting yet as you say hard to believe situation, share more if you feel like.

  23. Nothing wrong with this at all. Most people are completely ignorant of healthy bdsm though so expect a lot of people to respond poorly if they hear this story, even here on an erotica forum. I recommend you read The New Bottoming Book to learn more about yourself and this lifestyle.

  27. Experienced kinkster here. So glad you’re having a sexy time discovering your kinks with your friends. The only thing that worries me is that you say you’re not sure how you feel about these relationships now.

    I really, really, REALLY advise you to pick up the “stoplight system” which is basically an expanded universal safeword.

    Red = stop right now, for any reason, not necessarily bad, just when you need a stop
    Yellow = approaching my limit, can be used to communicate proactively
    Green = go ahead, often used by the Dom as a check in

    While we accept a certain amount of risk in being accountable for our own desires BDSM should be good for relationships, not something that undermines them. I’m sure it would be heartbreaking for you and your friends if this exciting experience were to become traumatic. Hope these tools can help you “play safer” and feel free to DM if you have any questions. Good luck, slut ❤️

  30. You say you’re not going to have sex with them? Why don’t they just order you to give them a BJ?

  32. You need to know your boundaries and set them. Many things can happen when there is no rules or no set limit-people can get truly hurt if someone goes too far-as long as you are ok with it and you’re not getting hurt should be ok. But what if one time someone asks you to do something dangerous? Do you have a safe word or way of saying that’s past my limits?

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