Since I was a teenager, I always had a fasination with cock, although I would deny this to myself time & time again. The signs were always there though: dick pics on my phone, watching gay porn, masturbating on video chat sites with other men and sending nudes to other men (usually older).
This became more frequent as I got older and the urge to suck dick became unbearable (I still convinced myself I was straight though!)
When I turned 20, I decided to act on my urges and I downloaded Grindr. I convinced myself that this was only to try it and that I was still straight. I created an account and filled in my information and uploaded photos. Within a few hours, I had a quite a few men messaging me and I was completely surprised. I had always believed & still believe that I’m ugly but the fact that lots of men (usally much older than me) found me attractive, hot and cute stunned me.
One of the men messaging me, was 70 years old. I never thought I would ever consider meeting a 70 year old man but it happened. I have a full confession of it too.
After that had happened, I felt ashamed, dirty and disgusting for what I had just done. I was scared that someone would find out what I’ve done and people would judge me for it.
Even though I was ashamed, I wanted more. I loved sucking that mans cock, so I just continued meeting & sucking dick after dick until I met a different guy to lose my virginity to. (I also have a confession for that hookup too!)
After losing my virginity, having my ass beat and filled with cum, I realised I’m obsessed with cock.
The realisation that I was never straight, and that this was what I’m meant to do with my life, filled me with happiness and I was & I’m still proud that I suck dick and let men fuck me.
I also came to the realisation that I love older men. I still think a part of me is worried that someone will recognise me, but it’s a risk I’m willing to take for some daddy dick. The age gap is something I cannot explain but I love too much!
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/y5eq53/m_i_unexpectedly_became_obsessed_with_cock