[MF] Oops. A second time (32f)

I’ve re-written this a couple of times as I don’t know how to put it. People have been asking for a description of myself too. I’m taller for a Filipina but not as tall as most women. I’m more slim and lean but have some decent curves. I’ve put in the work to keep my butt tight. Gravity and 2 kids have done their job to my tits though. They’re a good size just not as perky as they were 5 years ago. I have quite long dark nipples too. I’m tanned with long dark hair to my lower back that’s highlighted blonde. I did a make up artistry course so look sexy done up right. Onto my update.

So I thought I was in the clear with the guy I cheated with. I hadn’t heard from him since but then on Wednesday he sent me a message through Insta asking if we could talk about what happened. My stomach kind of dropped and had a little bit of a freak out. I replied saying that’s was cool however and I arranged to go over to his place the next day. Yes I know what you are all thinking.

I kept it all modest in just some blue jeans, a light woollen jumper and sneakers. Nothing to suggestive or sexy. I get there and he invites me in. I was worrying for nothing though as the reason he invited me over was to say that what we’d done was a mistake. He knows my bf. I’m friends with his ex. What we did will stay entirely between us and no one will ever find out about it.

With that my mind was totally at ease and I relaxed. He offered me a drink. A glass of wine and we chatted for a while more about nothing in particular. After the wine was gone I started to get ready to leave and we gave each other a hug on his couch. He’s a big broad guy and I like that in men. Instead of letting the hug go though we kind of got stuck in it. And I let him kiss me again.

And keep kissing me and soon I was lying back on the couch and he was on top of me making out. It was maybe around 20 or so minutes that we were like that. It was electric and I loved the way he was grinding himself up against me. So intense like he was dying to fuck me. We were panting losing all control but eventually he pulls away and repeats that it would be a mistake like last time.

I agreed and that we definitely can’t have sex again. But he was sitting there with such a hard on. I told him that I’d take care of it first. He agreed and I got onto my knees in front of him and he helped me get his pants off. It was my second time seeing his cock and it’s even prettier when I’m sober. I had it inside my mouth so fast and after humping and grinding on me before he came pretty quick. Couple of minutes maybe.

While I was sucking him I was pulling the seam of my jeans up against my pussy and it was feeling so good. He wanted to return the favour to me after he came and I agreed it wasn’t fucking him so we both got completely naked and I lay across the couch while he got between my legs.

I haven’t had anyone go down on me for a good while so it feel wonderful. I was leaking all onto his chin. He was good at it but I want to enjoy it and stretch it out so I didn’t let myself cum right away. His jaw must have been burning by the time I climaxed all over his face, pulling his ears into me. It felt fucking amazing.

As I was done he leant back onto his haunches kneeling. I got up and joined him on the floor in front of the couch. I kissed him in thanks and could taste myself all on him. It was a massive turn on. He was hard again by that point and I stroked him with my hand while we kissed and hugged.

I know I said we wouldn’t have sex again but…. I got shifted around so that I was lying belly down on the couch with my knees on the floor. He got between my legs and slid his cock into me from behind. I moaned and arched and shook as he filled me up completely. I wanted him to fuck me as hard as you could but he kept this mouthwatering pace where he slowly fucked me from behind. Hands on my hips, pulling me back onto him as he pushed his cock as deep as it would go each time. I had such strong pulsating orgasms being stuck on his cock. I wanted to scream and shout but he didn’t go fast enough to make me squeal.

Eventually I had to beg him to fuck me like I needed. “Harder! Faster! I need it so bad. Fuck me!” He must have known he’d broken me as he gave it me as I wanted. Pulling my hair back and slapping my ass. I came so loudly and as soon as I was finished he needed to. I didn’t let him cum inside me this time but spun around and took it I’m my mouth and down my throat.

I know I should have been guilty at what we’d done then but for the moment I felt so satisfied. The guilt came soon afterwards when I got my senses back. We talked for a while but it was awkward now. I found out he’d had a vasectomy so I hadn’t needed to take the morning after pill the other day. He let me have a shower before I went home. I didn’t let him join me but we continued talking while I got dressed again. Before I left the last thing I told him was he shouldn’t try and message me again.

So feel free to tell me how disgusting I am. I’ve resolved to tell my partner what I’ve done and live with the consequences whatever they maybe.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/xxvtb4/mf_oops_a_second_time_32f