First time sexting [F]

I was in grade 12 (18 y/o) when I had my first experience with sexting. I was in a course where I didn’t know many people but this guy I had been friends with since middle school was in it. We started talking a bit on Sc and the topic of flirting came up. I said I had no idea how to flirt so he suggested I practice with him. Our conversation turned sexual and we discussed masturbation. It was really the first time I told anyone that I enjoyed fingering myself. He began telling me when he was jerking off and I’d try to help but I honestly had no idea what to say at this point. I was too scared to send any pics or look at his dick pics so the most I ever sent was my cleavage in a sports bra and the most he sent was his bulge. I’d say things like “I’m so wet” when I got out of the shower (lol) but I really didn’t know how to sext.

He wanted us to actually get together and I said I would but I could only justify it if we were actually dating but he had feelings for a different girl. I still regret not getting with him because he was really kind and I think he would’ve been quite respectful.

I didn’t wanna have sex because I still thought I was waiting till marriage. I was way too inexperienced and felt clueless when it came to sexual stuff because of my upbringing in the church. Even my friends who were regularly doing stuff with their bfs didn’t tell me specifics because of the judgement surrounding exploring sexuality in church.

He made me fall in love with sexting and helping people get off 🙈

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/xvzi47/first_time_sexting_f