Preview – Masturbation Between Friends [F18/F18] [College] [First Time]

*I’m testing the waters here- this is just a small excerpt from a longer story I’m planning on finishing and posting to Literotica in the next few days.*

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I made a couple more tries with my new purchase in the next few days, but my heart wasn’t really in it. I had enough work to be getting on without allowing masturbation to become a chore as well. Still, I felt a twinge of indignation every time I looked at my bank balance, or when I opened my top drawer and saw the little gold tapered cylinder sitting there-

“Hey, you okay?”

It was Katie. We were sitting together on her bed in our pyjamas, her laptop at our feet with another show playing. It was one of those rainy Saturday afternoons where neither of us felt like doing much and Sunday seemed like plenty of time for our pre-seminar readings. “Sorry,” I said with a shrug, enjoying the way our shoulders brushed together. “Daydream.”

“Ooh, about what?”

“Don’t you try and analyse me,” I warned, though I couldn’t help but smile exasperatedly.

“You just looked far away, was all!” She shrugged again in acquiescence. “You don’t have to tell me.”

As had often been the case in the early days of our friendship, I both wanted to and didn’t want to. I hesitated. The words embarrassed me even to think, and yet I was sure she wouldn’t judge me. We’d probably even laugh about it. Was that it? Was I so used to being sexually repressed that not being judged and having the freedom to say all these things scared me a little? “It’s something really dumb,” I ventured.

“So, not a big deal, then,” Katie countered.

I smiled again in spite of myself. “Do you promise not to laugh?”

“I’ll do my best.” She returned my smile. “If it’s properly hilarious, though, I can’t be held accountable for my actions.”

I steeled myself and went on. “Okay. A little while ago I ordered one of those… y’know, the kind of sucking vibrator things, and I can’t really get it to work.”

Katie covered her mouth, and I could see she was making a valiant effort not to giggle, but it slipped out regardless and I turned away as my face went bright red. “Sorry!” She reached out and brushed my arm reassuringly. “Okay, I’m sorry, I just- that’s just not what I was expecting. Right.”

I turned back to her in exasperation, though I was beginning to laugh myself, still embarrassed but once again relieved that it was now out there. “Is it the same as the one I have?” she asked.

I nodded, a little shy once more as I remembered the day when I’d first spotted it by the sink, and the idea had first taken shape in my head. “I think so? Look, I’d just never been able to buy anything like that before! I’d have been terrified of my parents going snooping in my room and finding it-”

“It’s okay, it’s okay!” Katie smiled sympathetically. “You don’t have to justify it to me.” We exchanged slightly sheepish but fond looks, and a moment passed, the tail end of our show still playing in the background.

“So, what’s going wrong with it, then?” Katie asked softly.

“I don’t know.” I shook my head. “I mean it *works*, but it feels- I mean, it’s not terrible, but it doesn’t do much for me.”

I was certainly still a little flushed, but not as much as I would have been even a couple of weeks ago. This wasn’t quite my usual comfort zone. But that was something I liked about Katie. She made leaving my comfort zone feel less daunting. More like an adventure.

Then she spoke again, in a quite matter-of-fact voice. “Do you want me to show you?”

It took a moment for me to really process the question. “Show me?” I repeated. “Like how to do it?”

“Sure, if it’d help.”

I looked at her, wondering if she was about to grin at me for falling for a joke, but her eyes were entirely serious and calm. “I…” Even for two very open friends, this was surely a bit much. This wasn’t what normal friends did, was it?

But I’d been fretting about being normal all my life, and I was sick of it. “Okay,” I nodded. “Show me.”

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