I 23[F] turned into the thing I hate most in life

Hey, been awhile since ive posted but dont let that fool you ive been just as naughty as ever, including a europe trip and so much more naughty fun. Ill definitely write about it all soon.

But for now i need to vent about something which i feel terrible about, ive been fucking my close friends boy friend for 2 months. I hate cheaters, and those they cheat with (if they are aware of it). Its just selfish and wrong and the most disgusting thing, but turns out i get off on it…

To make it worse she is a very close friend, like if she was to be married (aint happening anymore) then id be a bridesmaid for sure. She is same age as me, just gone 24, tall tanned and blonde with C cups and a killer ass (basically just the perfect aussie girl). I dont know why he cheats cause he isnt getting anything better than that. He is 23 too, tall and plays rugby (second row if anyone knows what that means) and handsome in a rugged way.

So, it all began when we where in europe together and i walked in on them fucking, no biggie i thought although i saw his cock and, it definitely was a biggie. Its not often i get lustful of dick, but his just looked amazing even if i only saw it for a few seconds.

The next day we spoke about it and laughed, they didnt care and i joked it would be hot to watch more (i definitely wasnt joking, lowkey always wanted to fuck them both). My friend knows how kinky i can be and although we have kissed a few times drunk gave me a look like shed kill me if i actually suggested that for real. I dropped it and nothing happened.

Fast forward a few weeks, back home and she tells me about how she thinks he is cheating and how he smells like perfume whenever he goes out with his friends. She had no real proof, but said she thought she saw lipstick on his dick one night after he came home drunk and fucked her. I told her to not be silly and to talk to him about it if it was concerning her, i dont think she ever did.

The weekend after this is saw him out, i was drunk and so was he. But that didnt stop me seeing him hook up with a girl and disappeared into the bathrooms together. I was furious, and so i waited for him to return and confront him.

When he came out (15mins later) he saw me, the girl he just fucked walking out behind him and he knew he had fucked up. He told me it wasnt what it looked like and all these lies. Anyway, our argument got us some attention and after i slapped him we got thrown out. Cue me being a total needy submissive slut, he grabbed my arm and pulled me against a wall near the bar we just left and said he would do anything to have me not tell her. His body pressed against mine, i felt his dick stiffen slightly.

“Hard again?” I asked, or some drunk version of.

“Yes, i rember you liked seeing it last time” he responded and smiled.

Fuck i thought, fuck i was horny with him holding me. His dick, definitely hard now, i remembered how it looked that night and well i dont know why or how but suddenly im kissing him and my hand is on his dick, one of my tits is out and being pinched. I go crazy, i whisper to follow me as i know a spot and its not my first time fucking outside this pub at 2am.

I pull him to me, and i drop. My mouth watering, i pull his dick out and im hypnotised. 9 inches, thick, veiny, uncut, clean shaven with big balls, and a glistening head. I go in, sucking and getting it as deep as i can but my mouth was no match especially with the girth. I remember the taste, salty and sweet but not like precum, it then hit me i could taste the girls pussy he just filled. I was dripping wet at this point, and looked up to him saying “now fuck me”

He did, up against a wall he fucked me fast, hard and rough. I could barely take it being as drunk as i was, the bouncing made me feel sick. My eyes where rolling to the back of my head, my heart racing and pussy clamping around him, i cum. He slows as my orgasm eases, almost stops before he pushes in hard and deep, i feel him throb and moan slightly before the cum starts oozing out of my pussy and his dick falls soft covered in my cum as well as his. I go to clean him, but he stops me saying “you already cleaned the last one off, i need something for her to clean when i head to her place now”.

Thats when it all comes back, and i realise that one of my best friends is going to be made to clean my pussy of her bf dick without even knowing. I feel sick and start to cry, he just leaves telling me to call him.

After i get home and shower, im lying in bed and find myself horny (not to common if im drunk and had sex already) but i play with myself and all i can think about is him. Him treating me like that, him treating my friend so badly, his dick that just filled me perfectly and ive secretly been masturbating to for weeks. I cum hard, the guilt come back but i knew i needed him again.

So dispite every fibre of me hating myself, i keep talking to him. Driving over to his place after work, letting him fuck me before he fills my pussy or mouth with cum and then messages my friend to come over so they can have dinner and fuck.

Yesterday my friend told me she found nudes of a girl on his phone, thankfully not mine but now im worried as i wouldnt be surprised if he has some secret camera he used to film me, and i know he has a couple pairs of my panties he uses to jerk off with. She is going to breakup with him tomorrow, and although ive fucked him maybe 20 times in past couple months she has no idea i was one of his many sluts to fuck.

So yeah, ive become the thing i hate most. But at the same time ive never felt this satisfied and naughty while fucking. Its the thrill, like bdsm for the first time. Every lottle thing is exciting and makes my orgasms more and more intense. I hate myself, but i cant stop being a slut.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/xohb2c/i_23f_turned_into_the_thing_i_hate_most_in_life