my [F] one night stand gone wrong

So, i met this guy a few years back in my home country and we were clearly physically attracted to each other. But I knew I could never be in a relationship with him because we were on completely different paths..

We had some friends in common so I had heard that he’s kind of a freak but didn’t expect this much to be honest..

We met one night at a bar and on our way back he asked if I could drop him off to his mom’s apartment. I agreed.

We get there and he tells me if I wanted to come up and say hi to his mom and hang out…I agreed.

We walk to the entrance of the apartment and their unit was on the second floor (only stairs and no elevator)

We go up one flight of stairs. He stops and starts kissing me, ordering me to get undressed. I rejected stating that I don’t want anyone to walk up on us!!

I was wearing a skirt and a tank top.. he turned me around, pushed my panties aside, unzipped his pants and next thing I could feel him hard against me..

I didn’t revolte much..

He bent me over and started fucking me…

That’s when I realize, there was a portrait picture of Saint Mary on the wall, looking straight at me.. i tried not to lock eyes with her and kept my gaze down..

I think he realized what was going on and held my hair and forced my head to tilt up and look at the portrait.. i felt so guilty!!

He didn’t stop there!! He started telling me

“Look at saint Mary judging you how much of a slut you are”
“You like it that she’s looking at you, you little slut?”
Etc, etc..

I closed my eyes but could still hear him make me feel guilty.. i am glad he came shortly after…

Now years have passed and i don’t know if it was funny or embarrassing.. i have mixed feelings!!

All i know is that at that moment i felt like if there was heaven and hell I was definitely going to hell🥲

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/xf7591/my_f_one_night_stand_gone_wrong