Losing virginity < losing inhibition. Overcoming shyness to beg for cock [FM]

Growing up it was hard to not let my high sex drive bleed into my religious and restricted upbringing.

I had perky bubble butt from an early age and my tits would attract attention but most boys would be intimidated by the fact my family was strongly connected to the local church.

I was seen as off-limits and I was comfortable in that respect. I’d even feel guilty after masturbating so doing anything sexual was completely outside of my reality.

Still, I felt this pull to naughty things. I’d be under my the covers in my bed, legs spread, biting the covers to stifle moans and rubbing my wet lips.

My thoughts would turns to naughtier things. I’d think of getting fingered in church, stroking my first cock and seeing its precum dribble out and i’d find moans still escaping my lips.

There’d be situations where i’d be close to doing something with someone and the sexual temptation would be so high but I’d sabotage it at the last moment – usually because I wouldn’t know how to start it.

When I met Kin, my current fuck buddy, I’ve never felt so comfortable and safe being in his control that all my past inhibitions seemed to melt away.

We had a couple dates and at the end of them I’d furiously finger and rub my pussy from the height of the sexual tension we’d reach..

And then one night, I invited him around to mine in the evening. He had work, so he came later than expected and had to tip-toe through my garden and climb through my window as to not wake my parents.

I had a little single bed, with a candle lit and the lights low. I took all the teddies from my bed and hid them in my closet. We sat on the end of my bed and had a short conversation until he kissed me. From his kiss, I could tell he was hungry for me too. His hands started to roam my body and he undressed me. It happened so quickly. I broke from the kiss and my nipples were standing so tall, I looked down and saw tiny strands of wetness start to stream down my thighs.

I felt a flush of heat on my cheeks until I became distracted by the heat of his kiss until her turned me around and bent me over the foot of the bed.

I feel him kiss my bum and sift his fingers up and down the lower back to the lower curve of my ass. He teases me like this and my breath begins to build pace.

He slides his tongue slowly down the tops of my ass, I flinch slightly as I feel his warm tongue coat spit across my tight virgin ass. His tongue meets my wetness and I realise this is the first time I have my wet lips so close in front of someone’s view. Being able to close my eyes and let it happen to me helped overcome how shy I felt in the moment.

He begins to play with my lips, moving his tongue up and down it softly. Then follows with his fingers. As he runs his thumb across my clit, I let out an audible “mmm”. I feel his fingers inside me. The foreign feeling of a man’s larger fingers fills my pussy with pleasure. He dips his fingers in to rub my G-spot, then pulls it back, making my hips buck towards his fingers for more.

He does the same with my clit, rubbing it up and down a few times, then backing off. I feel heat and an uncontrollable desire for more. I’ve passed the point of no return. I can’t excuse myself from this feeling. I need it. And I would do anything to feel it. And let him do anything to me.

I feel it in my breath as it starts to race and my hips move on their own. “Fuck I can’t stop” I say, signalling for him to take mercy on me, to mount me, to bend me over, to do all of the things my body has been begging for but never had the courage to do.

But each time he backs off, letting the heat within me simmer, until he looks into my eyes. “Want me to keep going?” He says. “You’ve dripped all over my hands”. I say “Yes… please”. And it’s not enough for him, he bends me over and I hear his belt buckle fall and his trousers unzip, I felt his hard cock against my lips. Pushing it up across my lips as my lips pulse in desire to be filled and fucked.

“What do you want me to do?”

I can’t think of what to say as begging to be fucked is beyond my vocabulary, I reply “give me it..”.

That’s not good enough. Tell me what you want and how bad you want it.

I grasp at his cock to try and put it inside me. He holds his ground.

I confront my innocence, I shut off my mind and give him what he wants.

“I want your cock inside me, please. I need it. ”

“How badly?”

“So badly, please”.

I feel him enter me and my eyes start to raise as I feel the ecstasy of his cock. The environment melts around me. I’m no longer in my parents house. All I feel is the pleasure in my pussy and I start to moan in response. He muffles my moans with one hand and rubs my clit in the other, railing me against my bed from behind, pleasure emanating from my pussy all through my body, making my nipples sensitive, feeling the covers of the bed on my nipples as he shakes the bed with each thrust.

“I’m close” I manage to get out from the gaps of his fingers. “I’m not letting you cum until you beg me”.

“Please… please just keep going.”

“Not good enough. Beg”

He plays with the edge of my orgasm. Getting right to the edge and slowing down.

“I beg you, I need it so bad. Please let me cum” and he doesn’t hold back anymore. He thrusts harder into me, rubs my clit with concentration, everything goes to black and I feel waves of an orgasm flow over my body, I’ve never felt this good.. I must’ve been cumming for a while, his hand were covered in my drool after his hand stopped muffling my moans.

He releases his cock from me, I see it glisten with my wetness and cream, and pulse with hardness. I’m pulled to taste it but all the energy has been zapped from my body.

I can only retreat to my bed to rest, as the embarrassment starts to creep up in my mind. “That was fucking hot,” he says, I blush red.

“That was so embarrassing,” I say, peeking out between my fingers.

When I felt the moment of no-return, of becoming a slave to the desire to cum, I felt this wave of excitement and potential rise up in me. I felt it more than this my usual pull to be that good little christian girl that my parents raised. It felt empowering.

“When I hit that point, what will I not do? Is there no end to my limits?”, I thought.

And thus, this little diary of my sluttiness was created. For you to enjoy, cock in hand.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/xcir2b/losing_virginity_losing_inhibition_overcoming