I’m kind of a manic girl but when I’m worked up or stressed out my one weird trick is stuffing my mouth with a fat cock and deepthroating it until my nose is nestled in his pubes and my chin is touching balls. I can feel my heart rate slow, my breathing (through my nose now ofc) get calmer, and a feeling of peace or even bliss spread through me. Nowadays when I’m feeling anxious my mouth starts watering by itself—my mind and body knows what it needs!
Obviously, my boyfriend loves this. I’ve completely overcome my gag reflex, and I’ve gotten very good at keeping him “on the edge” to maximize the time with his engorged cock in my mouth. If he’s working/watching TV/playing a videogame he just keeps doing what he’s doing while his cock fills my throat. Sometimes he can’t help himself and unconsciously starts moving his hips, basically fucking my face. Of course eventually he needs that release and when he finally cums he cums *hard*, groaning, rolling his eyes back, etc (he has to remember to turn off audio/video if he’s in a zoom meeting.) Afterwards I lick him clean because it’s the polite thing to do.
And when he’s not around or available (or I’ve exhausted him lol) I have some big silicon dildos that do the trick :)
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/x6ob3v/26f_having_a_cock_in_my_mouth_relaxes_me
I just play soiltaire but you do you.
Sounds likeca win win type situation for you and your boyfriend