Fucking guys for the first time in my life (cue eyeroll) [nb]

Until last week I’d never had guy cock before (I had previously only been interested in women and non-binary people). In a bout of testosterone-induced horniness I arranged for a guy to fuck me last week, which I enjoyed incredibly because of how dominant he was. I enjoyed texting with him and hooking up with him again because of how he made me submit. I like cock and domination but I didn’t really feel anything when we kissed.
I’m still not sure if I’m bi or not so I downloaded grindr, on which I’ve been wading through sleazeballs. I found one guy who caught my interest and he came and fucked me today. I honestly felt nothing, or like had just ordered a fuck machine. It’s not like he was the problem, I just think I wasn’t that into it so I wasn’t reciprocating any energy.
I’m still not sure so another guy is coming over to my house tomorrow who has giant loads. I’m planning on making this more intimate, maybe watching something and cuddling first to get into it more.
This post isn’t an excuse to say “see lesbians really just want cock” or for anyone to think you can change someone’s sexual orientation. Just sharing and documenting my experience as someone who’s mind and body and way I experience the world is dramatically changing

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/wju13q/fucking_guys_for_the_first_time_in_my_life_cue