I did it back in college, where I let a teacher fuck me just to pass the class and I didn’t enjoy it… yes maybe I got wet or so because it was still a dick fucking me but I hated the man and I was so un attracted to him but back then it felt like my only chance to pass..
But doing it, and using my body to gain benefits kinda started a trend in my life that I don’t really enjoy … like whenever I had issues with someone or needed to gain something I would think back at how easy it was when I let him use me … and I would give in a take the easy route of letting someone use me for benefits …
I did it with few teachers , I tried it in a lot of job opportunities or any promotion or in cases where It could help me escape trouble or so…
Whenever I felt like the man in front of me can be persuaded by me letting him use me .. that I can gain something or it can be alot easier if I let him… I just do it
Of course it didn’t always work.. I would get ignored or sometimes they wouldn’t catch the hints… or even sometimes they use and still not follow up on their promises because they are pricks..
I just end up letting those men that I dislike or find unattractive or just find weird , I let them use my body in order to gain benefits… and I feel disgusting after , I lose self respect and I don’t think any of them have respect for me either …
But i can’t stop myself from taking the easy route after already doing … it’s like what’s the harm of doing it once more
Ive been doing it for 5 years now, finding my self in someone’s office or car or under his table, servicing them so I can end up gaining something while they can just enjoy my body..
I felt like sharing it here cause I’m bored and I’m not looking for sympathy or anything because I made those choices and take full responsibility, and I keep making them , I just felt bored and thought people would wanna ask questions or chat on it here !
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/whfvug/to_gain_things_with_the_help_of_my_body_f