One mindblowing and surreal experience with a girl (21F) with major daddy issues has changed me (38M) and I haven’t been able to get that desire out of my head ever since. It’s all I can think about now [MF] [FM]

It’s so hard to explain what I’m on here for now without the full story. But I’m sure there are girls on here that would be into this. And it’s not as easy to find those girls in real life. If this story in particular sounds like something you’d like to roleplay around or re-enact in some way, you’d be rocking my world. I don’t know if it’s kink or closure or catharsis that’s made me so fixated on it and unable to get it out of my head. But I need it, if this is your thing, I’d want that.

This is almost even more surreal (and almost as sweet? I’m still conflicted about it) as it is a slutty experience in my life. It’s changed what I’m turned on by and what I fantasize about ever since that night, because it’s something extremely kinky that some people might find weird. And it’s something I may never experience again. The backstory is the very trippy context. Anyway, so here’s the story:

A while back, I met a girl at the bar. She seemed in her early 20s. Which is much younger than me, since I’m in my late 30s. She seemed very direct and forward, which took me off guard. She approached me and asked if I’d buy her a drink. I said sure, what kind and she said I should buy her my favorite so she could try it. She looked like she didn’t like it first sip but kept going and said she liked it.

She asked me all about my life. Found out I was unmarried and had no kids. Was touching my arm and leg a lot, leaning in close. She showed me a pic of her and her mom and said something like, my mom is your age, do you think she’s pretty? It seemed like she was fucking with me so I said her mom looked like her. She said does that mean she’s pretty, I said yes, she said so you think I’m pretty.

Eventually she asked me back to her place. Obviously I said yes. It was a flat in this huge apartment complex area with hundreds of flats across several buildings. She got me to hang out in her bed with her and cuddle for a while and chat while she lay her head on my chest and traced a finger along my beard and so on.

She brought us some leftover cake. She said it was her 21st birthday and that’s why she had cake, and took me by the hand to the living room where there were banners and balloons. Her roommates were asleep by then, I think. She put on a birthday paper hat I assumed as a joke and made me sing her happy birthday and take a pic from her phone of her blowing out a big ass scented candle she went and put on top of cake tray by the remaining slices.

She got Cornettos from the freezer for both of us. Hit my arm to knock mine on my nose so it was a bit of ice cream there, leaned over and licked it off the tip of my nose, I thought she was making a move for an excuse to start kissing when she did and she looked in my eyes but she laughed and pulled back. I was wondering if she was messing with me but she was really pretty and seemed really interested in me so I just assumed this was maybe how 21-year-olds had one night stands these days. It seemed nice, much less impersonal than my wilder years. Plus it seemed like she seemed to like that I was older. I figured maybe its that peers her age probably were impersonal during one night stands and she was taking in the opportunity to have a one night stand actually be nice company and pay her attention, which I understood as an impulse from someone who might be lacking in intimacy in her everyday life, I’d felt a lack of intimacy too.

She got up real close with her face pressed into my cheek and took some selfies on her phone with us holding the ice cones. “it’ll be a fun memory” she said. She put on some music from the 2000s that I loved from my 20s and I said I loved it. She went behind me and got close and started rubbing my shoulders and massaging my upper back. She said life probably made me weary and I’d probably spent decades of my life working and had so much tension built up and did I ever even go to a spa or get a massage. Asked if my body in general felt worse and more sore than it did when I was younger and if age really did feel like that like people said. And I admitted I didn’t and it did, she said she’d make me feel the most relaxed I’d been in 20 years. “Since you were my age” and laughed.

She asked me questions about life and chatted to me about hers during, but she was pressed up real close and it felt very sensual. We talked about college and travel and things her friends did that annoyed her and she asked me for life advice on stuff. She even talked about boys and about some guy she said had dumped her and been a dick. She asked me to show how protective I could be and to text him from my number with a mystery threat.

Of course I was reluctant, but she said she’d give me a kiss, so I sent some shit like “I know what you keep doing in your life and if you ever mistreat another girl, there will be consequences” or something. And she said “thank youuuu daddy” and then clasped her hand over her mouth like she was embarrassed and then threw her arms around me and kissed me on the cheek and pressed close. I liked it and I didn’t want to embarrass her so I didn’t say anything (and in a way I felt like she said it intentionally as a move, she didn’t seem like she was actually embarrassed).

So she started massaging my back again and asked me about my life in the 2000s and 2010s and we chatted a while. Asked if I liked the 2000s music she had on and when I said I did she asked me to introduce me to some other music I loved back then. She said I seemed sad (i don’t think I was, but she seemed to project it on me, maybe. I thought it was another move and I still think it was but I don’t know if it was a move because she thought I did seem melancholy). And asked if I ever wished I’d had a family and done family things like introduce kids to music I liked, or talk about school and boys or get ice cream or celebrate birthdays.

I said I don’t know. She came and sat on my lap facing me. Squirmed a little in a way that felt almost intentional but subtle enough that it was deniable. I was pretty sure she could tell I was hard but she didn’t acknowledge it. She asked if I was tired and how awake I felt. It was almost midnight so I wasn’t that tired but she said she’d make us both iced coffee because she needed me to have energy for what was yet to come, which was the most overtly sexually forward she’d sounded since the bar. Before she left, she pressed herself close to me and said she wanted to do her best to please me, that she wanted to please me more than I’d ever been pleased before. And when I semi awkwardly said that sounded good she laughed and said I was so adorable and cute and that I had to not be shy about telling her she was a good girl being good if I liked what she was doing.

She came back with iced coffee, handed mine to me, and sat on the floor and got my shoes off of me in a way that felt really sensual and intimate. Finished her coffee much quicker and told me to wait there and be ready. Turned on some red lights and left and started doing a striptease for me, real slow, to some modern music I didn’t recognize. Came up close to me and was giving me a lapdance. At that point it was undeniable how hard I was and she acknowledged it too and smiled and whispered in my ear that it seemed like she was pleasing me, which I took as my cue to tell her she was a good girl and ask how she was so good.

And she looked directly at me and whispered “do you think this is the first time I’ve given a lapdance? Or even given a sexy older man a lapdance?”. And when I said “oh”, she said “it wont be the first time I suck a sexy older man’s cock either”. And all I could say was “oh”. And she laughed and took her top off slowly while making eye contact, and then she said “tonight will be the first time I let a sexy older man cum inside me though”. And once again all I could say was “ohh” and she said “its ok, I have an IUD. I want you to go raw so you can feel every bit of my pussy. It’ll feel better. I want to feel your cum fill me up”. And at this point I was feeling very disoriented, like I’d stumbled into some weird alternate universe I was totally unprepared for and this didn’t feel like my life at all, but I tried to keep my head together and go with it because it seemed like this had potential to be a really hot experience. And I didn’t want to overthink and blow it.

Then she held my head and pushed it down onto her tits. Which were nice. Maybe a c or d cup but firm and perky. Then took my hands and put them on her tits, so I grabbed them. She asked if I liked them. And I said yes they’re beautiful. Then looking right into my eyes she asked like “do they please you, daddy?”. Which nobody had called me in a sexual setting in ages before this night aside from a few occasional one night stands in my 20s where the women were my age, definitely never from a younger girl.

She wasn’t even pretending that it slipped out this time and it turned out I really really liked it. And she could tell from me getting a bit harder or twitching or something, I guess, because she grinned and said something like, “oh I guess daddy does like it”. And at this point I was so turned on my brain had all but shut down and I let out a little involuntary moan, and I think she took it as her cue to really ramp it up

She leaned in and kissed me deep and pressed her body up close against me while we made out and she’d pause constantly to whisper in my ear and make me answer while she held my head against her chest in a way that felt kind of intimate and almost oddly maternal, even. Which is strange since she was leaning so heavily into the daddy stuff to an aggressive level but those breaks she held my head to her so gently.

But then things got to a place real quick that I might have found weird if you’d suggested it at any point before that night but I was so turned on it was driving me insane. “they’re bigger than mommy’s, say you like them more than mommy’s tits, promise you’ll fuck me just like you fuck mommy but even better because I’m your little girl” shit like that. Really escalated very suddenly. I wasn’t even ready for it, but it was turning me on so much that I couldn’t think straight. She even made me list out girls I’d fucked when I was her age and describe the hookups and then after each one she’d say something like, “but I’m hotter than her, right? You like me more? Would you have turned her down for a night with me?” and stuff.

And then she wriggled out of the rest of her clothes and got my shirt off of me and lay down on my lap with her ass up in the air and was saying something like (paraphrased) “but I’ve been such a bad girl while daddy was away. I fucked so many boys who didn’t deserve me and stayed out late partying with drugs and got in trouble because I didn’t have a daddy to discipline me. Or who I’d be worried about disappointing or letting down. I need discipline so I’ll be a good girl. I need you to punish me for the past so I can be a good girl in the future because I’ll ALWAYS want to make you proud daddy. Spank me daddy please”.

And I spanked her a few times but I guess it wasn’t hard enough for her because she kept going like “spank me harder daddy, make it hurt, make me scream, if it doesn’t hurt then how will I remember to be good”. And even that wasn’t enough and I guess she thought I was worried about hurting her because then she got back up to look at me and she seemed teary and emotional for a moment and like she was speaking really earnestly looking at me like, “its so sweet you’re worried about hurting me and you don’t want to hurt your little girl because you’re so good to me. But I need it to hurt. Its for my own good daddy. Its to turn my life around, I need you to hurt me so bad I’ll never want a spanking from some unemployed 22-year-old asshole ever again. I need you to hurt me so bad I’ll learn my worth and stop being an easy slut. Spank me slap me choke me” and here she pulled my hand to her neck and asked me to choke her.

So I choked her a little but then she spat out something like “that’s not even as hard as this filthy old man from-” but I didn’t want to hear whatever the end of that sentence was going to be so I started choking her hard. And she was smiling giddily and her eyes were rolling up. So I let go and slapped her hard across the face and she yelped and said “that’s it daddy!” and wriggled herself back across my lap with her ass in the air so fast.

And I was feeling a kind of jealous anger type of turned on right then so I spanked her so hard it made her scream out. And each time I said some shit that I don’t even fully remember but I think it was along the lines of “so you gonna stop being a bad girl now?” “you gonna stop being a whore slut for piece of shit men?” “are you gonna keep being a bad girl or do I need to hurt you more?”. And she kept saying “thank you daddy I’ll be good, I’ll be so good daddy, I’m going to be such a good girl I’m going to make you so so proud daddy”.

And then ultimately she got off my lap and onto her knees in front of me and got my dick out. And she had me keep alternating between lying back while she sucked my dick, and having me choke her until she couldn’t take it, slap her, or force her to gag on my dick and fuck her mouth. When she was just sucking my dick and clearly trying her absolute best, tons of spit and licking and balls and deep throating and suction and everything, really loud and sloppy. She kept pausing to say shit like “am I pleasing daddy good enough?” “am I better than all those other girls you gave your cock to daddy?” “am I better than mommy and all those other older women daddy?” “is this what daddy wanted from his little girl?” in this little high begging voice. She even said stuff like “thank you daddy for giving your little girl this biiig dick” and the funny truth is, I’m sure my dick is pretty average sized, but I wasn’t complaining if she was so turned on she perceived it that way or something. And other times pausing and looking at me with her chin perked up presenting her throat for me to choke her again or signaling that I could slap her hard on the face again. And each time she’d scream out loud and then go “yes daddy more!” or something just as loud and then resume sucking my dick with renewed enthusiasm.

And at one point while I was leaning back on the couch as she sucked my dick I saw the door to one of the bedrooms open and this other girl in some little night clothes who seemed her age look out, because I guess all the sound woke her up. This girl was a bit bigger, a little chubbier with visibly huge tits which is a bit more like the body type of women I usually dated.

And she looked kinda exasperated but not surprised and just shut the door immediately. And all of this just turned me on so much to a whole new level. That this other 20-ish-year-old girl with huge tits had seen and was hearing me getting pleased and knew what was going on outside was extremely hot in multiple ways. One, in an exhibitionist sense that this hot young woman had seen me. Two, from her reaction it seemed like she’d seen my girl bring guys home and slut herself out often enough that she wasn’t surprised at all. In a powerful ego-boosting way because it made it flash in my mind that I was getting pleased by this beautiful young woman who I hadn’t seduced or convinced but who had actually wanted me and picked me up and was going out of her way to pleasure me. And anyone else seeing it made me feel so sexy and dominant and powerful, like some animal alpha who had a young woman just come up to be mounted by me.

And that burst of testosterone made me push her off my dick, slap her hard once again, and bend her over the couch. And I told her that if she really wanted to please daddy she should be a good girl and be so loud the whole building would hear. And she said “I will daddy!” so loud I knew she got the message. And as I lined up behind her she straight up screamed out like “yes daddy fuck your little girl for the first time with that big daddy dick!” and that got me going so hard I just slammed into her pussy. And she didn’t disappoint, because she screamed. Much louder than I even expected, but I guess she wasn’t fucking around about wanting to please me and was just going above and beyond.

So I was just pounding her from behind and she kept screaming out every time I slammed in deep and yelling out things like “fuck me daddy!”. I heard music start in the other room so I knew her roommate was still awake and could hear us, and was trying to drown it out with some music so she could sleep. And this made me want to get even louder. And instead of just saying “louder, bitch” or something, I felt like I knew what’d be most effective by now. So I said “you can be louder than that babygirl. Make daddy happy. Be daddy’s best little girl”. And god, did she react.

And after a while she started screaming out “cum for me daddy!” “cum inside me please daddy”. I was pretty close so I took that as my cue to pull out, pull her to the floor, and she immediately turned around on her knees and put my dick in her mouth and started sucking. I pushed her off and told her I was gonna cum on her face and over her tits. And she protested a moment and said she wanted to swallow it all but I said she could lick it off of herself once I was done. And she said “do you think I’d look so pretty with cum all over my face and tits daddy?” and I said “you would look beautiful” and she smiled and leaned back holding her tits together.

And I had one of the biggest cumshots I’d ever had. She was covered. And she looked up at me smiling and licked all of it off of herself slowly. Then she stood up and kept smiling and hugged me close and pressed herself against my chest and she seemed a little emotional. So I asked her what was up and she said that felt so amazing and that she felt so close to me when I was inside her.

And all of this was great for my ego but also making me feel a little emotional and feel a really strong wave of tenderness for this girl. Like, I actually started feeling emotional like she seemed so sweet and beautiful and almost “innocent” in a way I wanted to just look after her and make her life better. So I tilted her chin up and kissed her. And she seemed surprised and said something about how guys never kiss after she’d sucked dick or had cum in her mouth, and I said something that feels really corny now but felt so right in the moment because I was also feeling a lot of tenderness and feeling moved in the moment. Paraphrasing, it was something like, “those are boys, not men. You deserve someone who’ll see how beautiful you are when you’ve made them feel so good and who’ll appreciate what you did for them. There’ll be guys like that and I want you to know that’s what you deserve and I want you to never settle for guys who’ll get what they want from you but not want to kiss you. Promise me that” or something.

And she started actually crying sniffling and hugged me closer for a few seconds and then leaned up tippy toe and kissed me so deeply. And it actually did feel really intense and romantic. I felt so much tenderness and intimacy in that moment. And then she said “thank you” in a tone that felt really earnest. And because she didn’t say “thank you daddy” in that moment I knew she meant it in that moment. So I held her for a moment there while we both stood in the living room.

Then she led me back to her bedroom and I was sitting upright while she sat on me and we were wrapped up in a tight embrace, lots of kissing, bodies pressed firmly together while she swayed on my dick. And then as we got closer I rolled her over and we were fucking in missionary while we mostly kissed or I kissed her neck and her earlobe or she kissed my chest and I played with her hair and she kept murmuring “mm yes daddy” but quietly, in a way that seemed like it was her being blissful even more than her trying to turn me on. And then when I came inside her she held me close while I kept cumming.

And then we rolled off of each other and then she asked me to stay the night. After we both washed up a bit I returned to bed and she snuggled up really close with her head on my chest and she had me stroking her hair or running my fingers across her back. And we talked a little and mostly cuddled but with flows and ebbs of getting horny all over again. Once I fingered her hard and I was knuckle-deep while she moved her hips against me and she had her face pressed into my chest and when she came she held on to me really tight. Then once she stopped convulsing, she wanted to suck my dick again, and this time she swallowed it all just like she insisted. Then I wanted to return the favor so I ate her out until she came twice or thrice.

Then she moved me back up and asked me that for tonight I had to stay in character and treat her like I was her daddy and like she was my good best little girl and not break character if she behaved like that. And when I said yeah sure, she threw her arms around me and said “I love you daddy!”. And I figured I should stay in character, and I was already feeling a really strong feeling of intimacy and tenderness that it wasn’t hard to trick myself into feeling like I was experiencing loving feelings. So I said “I love you too sweetheart”. And she asked me to keep using pet names like that so I kept telling her things like “you’re so beautiful” “you’re perfect babygirl” “you too honey” “you’re my best girl” and so on. Stroking her hair and kissing her forehead sometimes.

And she wiped tears out of her eyes a few times where she seemed to be getting emotional. And I have to be honest that I did a couple of times too. I’d been single for a long time and I was in my late 30s, never married, never had a family, without any real sustained intimacy even since my last long-term relationship 2-3 years before, so it did feel like I was experiencing a kind of intimacy I hadn’t even realized I was longing for. Just being seen and valued and wanted like that. Even just feeling like I could indulge in my “sappy” side without worrying about scaring off whoever I was around.

At one point she got a pen from by her dresser and had me draw a little heart on her upper back, by her shoulder. So I drew a little heart with some arrows and a couple of little hearts around it because I was feeling whimsical. Wrote “best girl” inside the heart. She said “I’m gonna make that into a tattoo” and when I looked taken aback she started laughing and said she was just kidding.

But she eventually fell asleep with her head on my chest. And I did too. I could briefly feel her being awake and out of bed when I drifted awake around 4am but she was back in bed not long after. I eventually had to wake up around 6am so I could head home to get dressed and go to work. She was still asleep. I saw the birthday balloons outside and all the tenderness came back and I realized I wanted to get her an amazing birthday present too, but I didn’t know what, so I just put the full $600 I had left in my wallet along with a note saying “happy birthday to my best girl. Consider this my present for this and every year. Best wishes” and left it in her dresser.

Then I just tried to nudge her awake to give her a kiss and tell her I was leaving, but she got up and insisted we have breakfast together. So we had eggs at the dining table and talked briefly. She had marks all over her face from the slaps and on her neck from the choking and hickeys but she looked really pretty making breakfast.

Then she insisted I fuck her “one last time”. And I said “last?” and she said she meant “one more time”. And this time she rode me on top and didn’t say much besides moaning as she grinded on me and rubbed her clit. And when I came inside her I went into the shower and she joined me after a couple minutes and we had a really nice hot shower soaping each other up gently. Then as I got dressed, right before I put my belt on she had me unzip my pants. And then she looked up at me and said “I loved hearing you telling me I was good and that you loved me. Tell me that again and I’ll give you a blowjob for the road”. And I said “if that’s what you want, I’ll tell you even without it being for a blowjob” and she said “I’d have given you this blowjob even if you didn’t”. So I looked down at her sitting at the edge of the bed and said “I love you sweetheart” and she said “I love you daddy” and started sucking real fast and sloppy. And I said “you’re daddy’s best little girl” and she sucked harder looking up at me and making eye contact. And when I was right about to cum I said “daddy loves you so much babygirl” and saying that right as she went even faster made me cum so hard and she kept sucking until I was done

Then when I was going to leave, she stopped me and said “kiss me again daddy”. And I did. And she said “I hope I was everything you wanted” and I said “of course you were, sweetheart”. And she said “thank you daddy” and I said “thank you too sweetheart” and then I left.

And the thing that’s tripping me out is that she’d left a little note letter in my pants pocket, and a little photo in my wallet. The photo was that little polaroid type photo of her (with her mom by her side and some other people, I assume her friends) that she’d showed me from her purse at the bar, I guess because it was the photo she had at hand that’d fit into my wallet. The note was pretty innocuous but sweet. It just said “thank you. Last night meant a lot to me. It was really cathartic and you were wonderful. It was so nice meeting you. I feel so happy that I made you happy. I’m only here for school and I’ll be moving back next month so we may never see each other again, but I know you’ll remember me forever. I’ll remember you too”.

And the thing is, she clearly seemed really confident and comfortable with seduction, so maybe she was just doing the moves on me knowing she’d live in my head forever and maybe she gets off on that feeling of power? She had said she’d been with a lot of older men before. I wonder if they all had this experience too. But some part of me wonders if it’s more than that. I know I’m driving myself into an insane conspiracy theory and like I’m tricking my mind here but the “mom” in her photo looks a little familiar. The hair and something about her nose almost reminds me of this girl I used to have a brief fling with back when I was 20 or so, in my college town. I haven’t really kept up with most people from college so I have no idea what this girl would have been up to in her life in the two decades since.

I know this is a HUGE reach. But some tiny bit of me is convincing myself of this insane theory that feels even more insane if I say it out loud, that maybe she was this girl from the bar’s mom — ok, it feels insane when I type it out now so I’m sure it’s wrong enough that there’s no point even entertaining that idea. Logically, it could be that my self-esteem makes it hard to believe that a beautiful young girl at a bar with some daddy issues kinks might have been attracted to me in a “daddy energy” way and found me an ideal choice to play out her kinks. A lot of the night makes sense for just major daddy issues. It’s the most obvious answer. But now that thought has entered my mind and it won’t leave and it’s become one of my most intense fantasies.

I wasn’t even really into daddy kink and being called daddy before this night. Now, it feels like I can’t think about anything else. It’s what got me this fucking into the DadWouldBeProud, 2000sGirls, DaughterTraining etc subreddits, which I’d never really thought about before, but now I browse them regularly and I’m still trying to build up the confidence to actually message the girls with daddy issues who want to talk about it, because after this one life experience, it feels like the most intense fantasy I’ve ever had in my life.

Even if it wasn’t for this theory (I’m 99% sure this theory is just me overthinking it) and it was just a hot young woman with daddy issues choosing me for a one night stand, that alone is really hot and wouldn’t leave my mind. Now I can’t stop thinking about meeting other younger women who think I have some kind of daddy energy and want to play out these kinds of scenarios with me. But I’m worried that it was a once-in-a-lifetime thing and I’ll go through the rest of my life being haunted by it but never having it again. I’ve had such a “conventional” dating life all these years and I don’t even know how or where I would meet the kind of girls that would be into daddy talk and daddy issues and would want to roleplay something like this again. Maybe on Reddit in certain subreddits if there might be girls who are into that. I feel like I need to re-enact or re-live or roleplay a similar scenario with some girl who makes me feel similarly more than I’ve wanted anything in my life, not even a want but a need. I don’t know, but I feel changed by the experience.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/wdotih/one_mindblowing_and_surreal_experience_with_a