I think I came for the first time ever! [F] (21)

Hello:) I’ve been struggling to orgasm for my whole life basically and I think I might’ve done it today.
So I decided that if I wanna orgasm, I gotta start masturbating more, since I didn’t do much of that before mostly because I didn’t really enjoy it much, and I didn’t really watch porn (mostly prefer seeing the stories here in Reddit).

So today I woke up and I knew nobody else was at home and my first thought was hey I can masturbate without worrying someone’s gonna come in! So I did. I tried for a long time looking for porn that I find interesting (prob like 30mins) and gave up on that and decided to come back to my sweet old Reddit stories, all the while not even touching myself. So I came to Reddit and started playing with my clit while reading a story and found that I was really enjoying it…then I went to look into the freeuse subreddit which was really fun, and while I was there I saw some posts of a girl with her boyfriend with him exposing her tits in the middle of the street that reallyyyyy got me off (it’s the freeuse plus exhibitionist kinks in me), and I was just idk focusing on it and on the pleasure and I felt that my body was starting to take over and my clit was feeling better and better and I felt like I was kinda losing control. It was great;) I don’t think I came in the morning then, though.

Skip to later at night.
So I was pretty horny during the day and I was sexting a lot with my boyfriend, and at night we spent like probably an hour talking about stuff we wanna do and things we like (I’m tryna un-vanilla him a little bit, but he’s liking it;)). And then we jerked off together, which was good, but I can’t rly focus on my pleasure then.

So after we hang up, I go try to look at some more porn and shout out to bellesa which makes some amazing porn (I don’t usually like the mainstream stuff cuz it’s a bit too violent and made very much only for men imo), and I watch an MFM threesome (great video) while playing with myself, and it was great, and then I went to a bdsm video (and this is like the first time I’ve ever watched like complete videos of like 15, 20mins each). It’s here the magic happened. I start off pretty chill since I took the time to search for this new video, but towards the end it’s starts picking up the pace and so do I and it starts feeling rly good like I described what I felt in the morning, and I don’t stop, I keep going, I can’t even keep my eyes open anymore, I think I hit a button on my phone because it went black during it but that did nothing to stop me because at this point I couldn’t even focus on anything else beside the pleasure I was feeling, and I feel myself losing control, and feeling better and better and I think I felt my pussy contracting from it, and it just kept feeling good for a whole while until I stopped.

I’m not sure if this was a whole orgasm, if it’s possible to have semi-orgasms, I was hoping for some help and guidance, because I was expecting to have like this peak and then down, and I think it was more like a plain mountain top where I felt good for a long time (but I guess you could call the moment where I had the contractions the top), and I didn’t feel rly a coming down, just more like I got tired and stopped. Anyhow, it was awesome and I want to this everyday now (I never used to want to masturbate btw).

One last question: before when I thought I got “close” it was more like something painful I think, like too much stimulation and the classic “I kinda wanna pee” thing, but I didn’t rly like that that much bcuz yes it kinda felt good but also, well, painful. And this time it didn’t feel that way, it just felt like pure bliss.

I’m sorry for the suuuuper long post, I’m not very good at being short, but thanks for sticking around for it and I hope u can give me some feedback and guidance pls!❤️

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/wd7dt0/i_think_i_came_for_the_first_time_ever_f_21